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I'm standing in the same place

When I thought I had moved

Thought the tears had dried

Thought the pain had soothed

Fuck me and Use me

That's all I'm good for

I know that's what you want

And never anything more

Sometimes I wish I was dead

Just to ease the pain.

I thought I had made it through,

But it's all still just the same.

And all I can do anymore

Is cry on the bathroom floor

Paralyzed at the thought

Of not seeing you anymore.

I want to be dead

What the hell am I trying to hide?

Who am I trying to fool?

I'm already dead inside.

Look at this face

Look at my eyes.

See through the cracks

Of my disguise.

I wish I was okay

I wish I was fine

I feel like a filthy

Fucking dirty ass swine

I'm nothing anymore

Nothing but dirt

Used up from the pain

Used up from the hurt.

It's all I can to

to stop myself from crying

But look up at the sky

And wish I was dying.

You deserve so much better

Than what I could ever be

You deserve so much better

Than a piece of shit like me.

All I can ever think about

Is that I'm better off dead

Look down at the ground

Raise the gun to my head.

There's nothing left to say.

And Nothing left to do

But pull the fucking trigger

And think of my love for you