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Why are most afraid and scared of it



Is it cause it's a liquid comin' out of our open wounds at times



Is it all we feel we have left inside



Tha cool body temperatured fluid flowin' n your veins



Just bein' red could be the answer



But why do many believe red and blood symbolize death



You can die without bleedin'



You could just stop breathin' for no reason



But that's not somethin' you prob wanna be readin'



Pumps all through out your body



Keepin' you where you're at now alive and kickin' it



Not to mention all your vital organs



Is it wrong of me to like almost everythin' fuckin' bloody



I'm just tryin' to find somethin'



I always almost feel nothin'



Can Kinda seek what little is still there



So I try to grasp it with all I have existin' in myself



Try not to let it ova come



Stay maintained on a certain level



But there's invariably an itchin'



Tryin' so hard to retain tha twitchin'



Knowin' in your state of mind you can do alot more than a major ass whoopin'



Resume thinkin' of a way not too be so foolish



While continuin' to be calm and cunsumin' control

what tha fuck am i suppose 2 do?

besides try 2 live this fucked up life

which i deal with day 2 day

now 4eva so it feels like

everything along with stress hurts when i try my best

i keepin goin til there's nothin left

but even then i can't stop

doesn't matta if u get enough 2 sleep or eat

always gotta stay up on ya feet

and how can i be a good dad

when u slid off my lap :(......:(

yea i was sittin on tha floor against tha couch

and was only 2-3 inches

but inside feelin ouch

wonderin how.....

can't stop thinkin bout it

accidents happen but...

i don't know how many times

i've told u i'd neva hurt u

or let ne thing eva happen

as long as i live

now i feel as if i lied.................................

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AzriellaRipley
06:14 Jun 08 2010

awww...it'll b ok, like you said accidents happen...no one is perfect n u r a great dad, i'm proud of u fer that never forget that....luvs you don't feel so bad ok

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Invidia
07:11 Jun 08 2010

Maybe you could learn to spell and not be such an annoying douchebag-tard

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