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AHAHAHAHA! Oh the sadness of today. I am at a loss. I have been busting my butt working all kinds of overtime. I don't have insurance so I applied for family health plus. However because I have been working I was denied. I have a Brain tumor, how the fuck and I going to pay for insurance with my part time job. I have to have my meds, doc appt, and MRI's what the hell people. I was looking forward to being helped. I was on my mothers but I turned 22 and They kicked my goth ass to the curb. Life is not fair.

Ok amazing enough I saved some ones life yesterday. I have been filling in, in hysto. I do specium runs to both surgery and endo. One of the nurses told me today that she was going to kill herself yesterday and I smiled at her and she did'nt do it. First off I had no clue I was walking into some lady trying to kill herself I just needed the damn speciums good god. I was not even paying attention to her I smile because I have no idea what is going on! But eh, I felt special, why I don't know. I mean it would be nice if when I tried to kill myself someone brought me back from my dark place. I guess in a way it does'nt matter cause it faled mirserably anyway. Pfft...can't even kill myself right.