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You think, I'm the one

but this is how it will be

you were never there for me

I will make you see how you lied to me

I will be the one to tear you down

I'll make sure you wear this crown

of thorns and barbed wire

no one.....will ever take it from me

You think, I'm the one

but this is how it will be

you were never there for me

I will make you see how you lied to me

I will be the one to make you shiver

twisting your head making you quiver

one day you will climb that ladder

things are as they appear and nothing else matters.

You tried to save me

but instead you took my sanity

my love for you....

I did but never, wanted to

you broke me just because you can

I would be lying if I said I understand

why the fuck did you treat me this way

now you'll listen to what I have to say....

All my life i've been shit on

getting fucked over by everyone

acting like everythings all right

and all you did was feed me lies

You left me here bound in these chains

of your misery suffering hatred and pain

out of breathe when you were always near

then you had to go and leave me here

I thought you were right, but now your gone

but I realize it was you who was wrong

Reflections are left, there all I have to see

I am glad that I have torn free

You think that your a saint

judgeing people by the way that they think

Mary, mary, it's quite contrary

Most of our lives you couldn't carry

We were tossed out and rejected

torn in two and further rejected

now our faces have come off

and it's your turn to see your face off

there is no god nor a mother

when you lay down it's eternal slumber

six feet deep is where you lay

in darkness forever is where you'll stay

You taught me how to love

it's what I was thinking of

when you were here with me

It kinda made me see

what I feel inside

it took me by suprise

when I held your hand and

I gazed into your eyes

My thoughts they just shook me

and threw me all around

I was left here willingly bound

I couldn't live without

your gentle caress

with your touch my mind was at rest

But you couldn't have that

you said that you didn't care

Now I am here

very aware

of who you are inside

where the darkness resides

just an empty shell

Just as well

You ever felt that you wanted to die

how many times have you really tried

with your wrists tripple slashed and your body torn and bashed

your heads hung low and you can't even look me in the eyes

and say to me that you really want to die

all you do is pout and cry

youir standing there like a marionette and you don't know who's pulling your strings

you didn't want any of this

you don't know what to do

you wish you could have undone

what you just did

you think that you are now free

haha, your here with me

The stage is set for me to be

who I was in the begining

but you wouldn't let me be who I am

You tore me up cause you can

but in the end you'll get your own

always doing what your told

It's all the same in the end

always screwing me over and over again

Now I'm taking you back as soon as I can

It's time to show you what I truly am

I'll be strapping you down to a table

what I'm gonna do is so simple

taking a knife and watch you bleed

no one to hear you as you start to scream

you start to cry as I laugh

your feeling pain that will surely last

darkness fills the air it grows in me

look in my eyes tell me what you see

a mind filled with psychotity

eating away my serenity....

Summer's eve has just begun

It makes me feel like i'm the son

of all darkness and all light

a fallen angel who has the sight

to see things clearly through the night

heaven's angel as well as hell's knight

brought on forth by man's hatred

if you only knew all the pain that I have tasted

some of it torn and some of it sweetened

some of it wrong but i'll never be beaten

As I wish away all the troubles of my day

even though I see the heaven's turn to gray

as the sky falls it makes it all go away

crumbling in every way

Taking a drink from holy water

you think it's right but sometimes I wonder

I have to go but you tell me no

I'll hang on but take it slow

Would you know if you made me sad

if I started to cry, I know that it is bad

Would you know what I need to have

In the end I would do it all again