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so just the other day i was walkin down the street and saw a lesbian couple and then on myspace i see on my friends pics her and her gf kissing..

wht goes thru my head is y cant i have tht?? y cant i be wit a girl i can see and spend time wit?? i see soo many ppl happy wit someone and i dont have tht..

all i want is a relationship where i can be wit the girl and kiss her.. is tht too much to ask for?? and just a serious relationship tht i can hold.. i mean the girl im wit now i dont get to even see and ive been cheatin on her but i tell her wht i do..

i tried breakin up wit her cause i dont want to hurt her anymore but she begged and pleaded me not to so im still wit her..

its so hard for me to keep goin like this cause even tho she says it doesnt hurt her i no it does..

ive been writin a story about two lesbians havin sex just to keep myself from gettin urges to do stuff but its not workin out very well cause i get writers block and then i get bored and then i get urges!!!

ugh can anyone help me??

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SeraConner
17:23 Jan 09 2010

Your still young and surrounded by people who will judge that sort of relationship so finding someone you can openly show it with may be hard for now but be patient and you'll get what you seek soon enough. As for your urges, I recommend finding private time and taking care of it yourself when you get them if your trying to avoid cheating on her ;)

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chaosxxbyxxkitn
18:02 Jan 09 2010

leave her. she will thank u in the end believe me. i had a girl like that and when i finlay left she was fine.

we always think we are helping but in reality its like a splinter.... we think we are saving the pain of getting it out but later it gets deeper and everyday it will hurt. but if we stop it when we know it needs out the pain will go away :)



also im curiouse about these writings of urs haha :D

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