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I am having feelings like I just want to slit my wrists. I would never go there! However I am just so sick of this life . I have been given a continual slow slippery slope of bad endings! Why is life's' greatest gifts, taken so quickly. My life has changed in quick turns of the day! Life is here, Life is gone! I am truly disgusted with my own emotions. I am sick of being blue and feeling lonely! May there be someone who wants to love me and share life to the fullest and may the lord bless me with someone who is self sufficient. I do not want to support another again. When is it going to be my turn to have some joy! I am feeling like I am in a black whole of oblivion!