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The snow is falling.

I don't want to grow old.

My life is falling.

I'm in a mold.

May I say,

that I love you now?

I have the feeling,

that the time time is now.

That I have to let go.

Move on with my life.

Don't let it show.

For once in my life,

i'm not in control.

Of what I do.

As the time is now,

to take control.

I once knew,

what to do.

I never asked why.

And never flew.

As I fly now,

straight to you.

In your arms,

I always want to be.

Forever and ever.

You and me.

'Til the end,

and back again.

You will see.



The sun is shining,

it's in my eyes.

It makes me blind,

blind to life.

Life seems hard.

Is it so?

I really, really need to know.

Can you teach me,

how to focus?

So I can be rid,

of this hocus pocus.

I am confused,

but I know.

I still love you.

And need to row,

my boat of life,

right on through.

Even though,

I need to be with you.

Help me. Help me. Help me please.

I am down,

on my knees.

Just for you,

My face is blue.

From trying to,

love you.







My aunt believes that I subconsciously wrote that about my parents divorce through my mothers eyes. I wrote half of it in December of 1993 and the other half in January of 1994.