The freedom of sin
The life of death
The hearts of sorrow
The pain of life
Everything that comes from living
All we see
Is people being free
Doing what they deem right
We don't see inside
In their black hearts
Living is lost
To the people in sin
Love is found
In the voice within.
I had a dream last night
that we were like we always are
when you always care
when you truely love me
I remember the days
when I held you in your arms
We were so close
you love my cute charms
I close my eyes
and remember the night
I took you're heart and soul
and everything feels right
I look at my cute cuddly bears eyes
and I see your beautful eyes
I remember you saying
you'd never tell me lies
I touch the air
and I feel your skin
and now I see the truth
we most be
u and me
cuz we're never through
I had a dream [last night],
I am with you.
The eyes close and the curtains fall
Another night of emptiness
Another day of sorrow
The heart wanting what the soul desires
And yet she stands and watches
As I give up everything I've got to offer
Even my soul
For one moment of happiness with you
And the laughter that follows the silence
Because after a moment
That moment is gone
And lost in time
To be buried underneath other moments
To be forgotten in the sadness
The world falls apart around me
And it seems to be no hope
Do I look up for salvation?
Or do I take my punishment like a man?
Even through the hearts of sorrow
A sliver of bright did shine
And as that light hit my skin
The bright... It burned...
It hurt the eyes...
And I wonder.....
Is this my hell? Am I forever separated with God?
Is my punishment looking at the light?
Wanting the bright? Even after it burns...
Trapped in darkness, her hand always just out of my grasp...
To love, or sorrow...
Which ever shall come...
Remember my empty joy
Never forget where I'm from...
Dream of you...
And your beautifully perfect grace...
And know I love your heart...
I just hate your mouth.
COMMENTS
I looked into the sky...
Where I always looked when things in my life were looking down...
I looked up to find my star...
The stars that always told me everything would be ok...
No matter how many females leave me...
My star would always be there... closest to my heart...
But my stars are gone now...
I can not see their light...
She said, "Just get your head our of the clouds"
I said, "They've always been there, even before I saw her face..."
But then an angel reached down...
Her smile trying to show me everything would be alright...
Maybe she could bring happiness to my sadness...
And yet in my heart, I know that it only beats for the stars...
The stars I have yearned for, for so long...
The stars that I know should be mine...
But I could not shine bright enough for the stars to truely notice the beauty behind the monster...
The monster that I am...
I only wanted to bring my star as much joy as she always brought me...
If she could have seen past my monster...
And I could have seen the signs...
Maybe she would have seen the change my monster had done...
Maybe I just didn't try soon enough...
I look to the sky,
Wishing my star was still there
Because without her sweet light...
I have nothing but darkness...
One moment away from you
is like torchure to me
Now that I have found you
true love I do see
Hours away from you
makes me not wanna live
To get your heart
anything I would give
Days away from you
like like living a hell
The past I wanna say
but secrets I wont tell
Weeks away from you
brings thoughts of my dying
The day I first saw you
I thought I was flying
I love you, my baby girl
because you will be my wife
Away from you
I wouldn't have a life.
When the heart and the mind conflict
And everything in life is insane
I used to hold onto the hope
That no matter where I ended up, we were meant to be
Things may go wrong
And the world may try to make it worse
But nothing anyone or everyone could ever do
Will take my true love away from you
Everyone in life knew
That the moment I'd have your heart
That the only person to matter would be you
And thus the war, that was waged on my heart
Before you came to save me
Me your disease, you my cure
I make you die, you complete my soul
And still the only thing I think we hold in common is death
Because without you, I'll die
They say your heart can take whatever you think it can
My family dies from broken hearts
Will I be another victim, 3rd generation...
I keep things clandestine, so know one knows how I feel
If only they could grok the thought, understand the death in the soul
My vampiric nature says her psy told me
The human in me says my heart always knows
And thus, the death of thought
The rambling of my soul..
My thoughts are incoherent
And everything is mixed up
Forcing these words into a sentence
So you could see...
No matter what the people say
I can't, I can't let go
No, no.
COMMENTS
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xneedyoux
18:42 Apr 28 2010
i like this one:)