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I breathe

in pain

my heart

insane

i love

in vain

but I live

to gain

my trust

to blame

delicately

I drain

my life

in shame

I die

it's all the same.

the pain I feel

in my heart and head

are all the things

I dare to dread

all the love

has left my bed

until my heart

has turned to lead

if you hurt me

I will bleed red

I loved to much

until they fled

the love I need

I have not wed

the truthful words

have yet been said

I do have those

who wish to bed

but whats the point

when my heart is dead.

I can see

yet I am blinded

by the pain

I am unminded

my love for you

is strong you see

but for us

it cannot be

everyday

I suffer so

wishing you

would never go

in the summer

and in the snow

in the rain

my tears do flow

this pain i feel

is strong indeed

the fear of hurting

does impede

flurting caused

by lovers greed

another heart ache

I do not need

patients will out

in the end

no sense wasting

or trying to pretend

it will take time

for this heart to mend

maybe one day

love will extend.

Does it hurt

to see me this way

gental love

beats heavy

on my broken heart

pain pulses

through my veins

faster then blood

caressing fingures

scorch the loving memories

in my mind

tender voice

pierces straight to my soul

I am alone

gental waves of rapture

how would I live

without you

gental soul

hold me tight together

so I don't fall to peices

peacew brings no joy

to the unrested dreamer.

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FathersGrace
06:03 Aug 19 2009

ooh i like it, keep- writing!!! and feel free to veiw my journal

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All the thoughs

that are in my head

have knocked me out

and left me dead

I cannot breathe

the words unsaid

I am not living

I am undead

restlessly dreaming

of things I dred

I cannot see

the path I have led

sleeping in

my blackened bed

all the loved ones

I have bled

from the words

they have read

in the darkness

of my head

my passion is

the darkest red

I am not living

I am undead.

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Zombie
03:50 Aug 20 2009

LOVE IT!

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My flightless wings

fly so sweetly

never resting

until the day

I fly to you

will you know me

when you see me fly

you magnificant form

I have no feathers

but lift me they do

patiently waiting

to find you

will you see me soar

will they bring me to you

hope lifts me

and you will see

I am worthy

to be the angel

that lifts you

brings you peace

I have so much

love to give you.

My heart is plummeting

into depths of dispair

will I be forgiven

or will I disappear

invisible pain festers

is it only fair

to keep me from doing

what I should not dare

to cause physical pain

for me, is not rare

I have scars to prove it

though on skin so fair

breathing is harder everyminute

my chest is open bare

how long can one live

without a heart there

I am weakened by this pain

I feel cold everywhere

my heart is left wounded

by this large tear

I hope my love will survive

and one day repair.

generous heart of mine

please stop these delusions

I cannot stand it anymore

there is not much more I can take

I sit alone all day

trying to make my dreams come true

but wishing I was not alone

everytime I think I have found him

he robs me of my trust

I try to keep my faith

no matter how often it happens

sometimes I make excuses

but mostly I am just afraid

will it ever happen

or will I just fade.

the embers of my heart

are slowly burning out

I have no one to stoke the flame

soon I will be nothing but ash

the embers of my heart

are slowly burning out

soon I will be

nothing but ash

nothing but ash

stoke my flame

so I will be

alive again

nibble on my ear

or rub the small of my back

hold me close

and I may come back

you must be a fire eater

because my flames

they do attack

the fierceness of my heart

will never lack

so don't be afraid

of my loves attack.