The Ultimate Vampire Resource and Directory

001. real name → Marissa

002. nickname → I have too many

003. single or taken → taken

004. zodiac sign → libra

005. male or female → female

006. elementary → more than enough

008. highschool→ Grants high school

010. hair color → blond for now but thinking about going blue or silver

011. long or short → long I guess

015. are you health freak → no way!

016. height → 5'3

017. do you have a crush on someone → no not really

018. do you like yourself → not right now I dont

019. piercings → ears but getting others asap

020. tattoos → next time I go to farmington!

021. righty or lefty → righty



FIRSTS :



022. first surgery → none

023. first piercing → ears

024. first best friend → Alexis

025. first award → idk

026. first sport you joined → basketball

027. first pet → a kitty

028. first vacation → idk

029. first concert → Sacred Blood

030. first crush → idk

CURRENTLY :



049. eating → nothing

050. drinking → fruit punch

052. i'm about to → freak out

053. listening to → my split personalities argue

055. waiting for → my next trip to farmington so I can get some piercings and tattoos unless my mom says no at the last minute

057. wearing → a t shirt and blue pants

YOUR FUTURE :



058. want kids? → not right now

059. want to get married?→ idk. yes and no.

060. careers in mind? → surgeon or doctor

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :



068. lips or eyes? → eyes

069. hugs or kisses → kisses

070. shorter or taller → taller

072. romantic or spontaneous? both

073. nice stomach or nice arms → both

074. sensitive or loud → sensitive

075. hook-up or relationship → relationship

077. trouble maker or hesitant? → both in a way



HAVE YOU EVER :



078. kissed a stranger → umm... yeah... like a long time ago

079. drank bubbles → nope

080. lost glasses/contacts → yuppers

081. ran away from home → yeah. never got very far

082. broken any bones → nope

084. broken somone's heart → yes a lot of times

085. been arrested → nope

086. turned someone down → of course

087. cried when someone died → duh

088. liked a friend → hell yes



DO YOU BELIEVE IN:



089. yourself→ kinda but not really

090. miracles → nope

091. love at first sight → no!

092. heaven → no

093. santa clause → sure why not? LOL jk jk

094. sex on the first date → hells no!

095. kissing on the first date → depends

096. angels → yes. my friends are my angels



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :



097. is there one or more people you want to be with right now?

yes. most of them are from my past



98. why do you have a myspace?

to meet new people from around the world



099. had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?

well... honestly... yeah I have. the guy I was with was cheating on me. I wanted him to know how it felt. I regret it and will never do it again.



100. do you believe in god?

I believe in the god and goddess. if you reply to this and tell me that I am going to unless you "save" my soul, I will see you there!

I really need help. I need someone to tell me how to stop getting the urge to cut. its like a freaking addiction. I want to stop but I dont know how. I went for 3 months without doing it and I just started again 2 days ago... someone please help me...

ok. today was very nice. I got kicked out of my 1st period class because I cant do gym *doctors orders*, my best friend switched lunches, my friends are all upset because I wont be in 1st with them, I transferred to a new class and have no damn idea where it is, my mom is all pissed off because of it and now I have to talk to the principal in the morning, one of my friends girlfriends just randomly started talking to me today after not talking to me for 1 month even though I made it perfectly clear to her that I dont like her, ect. I want to rip my p.e teachers nose off. O_o LOL jk jk or am I? O_O

one of my friends is asking me to help her get over her past. I have no idea why she thinks that I can help her. she says that we have been through the same things, shes a cutter like me, ect. but the truth is, she knows NOTHING about me or my past. I know pretty much everything about her and her past. she thinks that I can help her let go of her past. how can I help her let go of her past if I havent let go of my own? she keeps talking about building "walls" and having them "knocked down" and stuff and I know what she means but I dont think that I can help her.

hmmm... break has been interesting. my real dad is being an ass again. my little brother says that my dad is maturing but I dont think so. he still tries to guilt me into visiting him. lol oh well. at least he is trying I guess... but come on! he could have tried to be a father 14 years ago!!! anyways, I am glad school is starting again. I miss Ryan and Jeff.

30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself:

be 100%truthful!



1. When was the last time you shaved your legs?

yesterday morning



2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?

just barely getting home



3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?

lighting the heater lol



4. Are you any good at math?

idk not good but not bad



6. Do you have any famous ancestors?

idk



7. Are you mad at anyone right now?

amazingly no



8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile?

yes! my song rocks!!! *Her Portrait in Black by Atreyu*



9. Last thing received in mail?

a christmas card



10. How many different drinks have you had today?

water... one...



12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?

sometimes



13. Any plans for tonight?

idk my brothers gf wants me to go to the movies with them but I dont really feel like it



14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?

yes



15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?

idk



16. What's outside your front door?

a front yard... LOL



17. Do you have plans on friday night?

yeah. I'm going to hide away in my room like any other night



18. Do you like the ocean?

its pretty



19. Have you ever had one of those big tins of 3 different popcorn?

yeah and I enjoyed every kernal of it



20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?

yes



22. Something you are excited about?

going back to school so I can see my friends



23. Who around you has the most problems?

wont say



24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?

yes



25. Describe your love life?

taken and loving it but confused



26. Where do you keep your change?

in a jar by my bed



27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?

dont know dont care



28. Do you like anyone right now?

no. I LOVE Ryan!!! *Alucard13*



29. What was the weather like on your birthday?

I dont remember. it was a very horrible day.



30. Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?

closed! I hate waking up to someone staring at me... its kinda freaky...