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05:47 May 30 2013
Times Read: 1,848

So, I did it. I resubmitted everything for Unnamable. And I don't care what anyone has to say. I'm happy, and that's all that matters.



Me and Dawn will bring back Phobia so that I can have some place to hang out while I bring in members and build up my forums. It's going to be fun and I'm looking forward to it.



So long as Cancer approves, of course. And I don't see why he wouldn't. Aside from that one time when I took some very bad advice, I've never done anything wrong regarding the opening of a Coven.





I'm gonna miss being in Hell with this account, but, I've still got Vergil there, so it's all good. And also, a HUGE thank you to Saetan for giving me a home while I was homeless. Heh. I loves mah Saetan!

21:45 May 29 2013
Times Read: 1,861

I think I may reopen Unnamable. Out of all my Covens, I liked tthat one best. It was open the longest, and even though it wasn't the most active, it was comfortable. It reminded me of Cognitive Fabrication.

04:32 May 28 2013
Times Read: 1,874

It's been a really good couple of days. We had a fun family barbecue yesterday at my grandmother's house. Good food, good company, good drinks (thanks to me playing bartender), and good music. It was a whole lot of fun. Then my 21 year old cousin mixed hard liquor with beer and shit went south. In the end the idiot had to be taken to the hospital because of his ulcers. He is fine, he is just an idiot. He shouldn't be drinking at all, but he does, and he tends to drink far too much. Hopefully he'll learn from his stupidity, though it's unlikely. And then today we went and had a nice family dinner out. My parents, Liz, Kevin and I. It was nice, since it's not something we often do. So yeah, it's been a good weekend.

11:40 May 26 2013
Times Read: 1,900

It took me something like five hours, but I did it. I read the last Sookie Stackhouse book. And it ended as I figured it had to. I saw it coming three books ago. I am a little sad to see that the series is over. I have really enjoyed reading the books over the years. Well, I have just about all of them (except the two that came out before this last one, but I will remedy that when I get back from Arizona in June), so I can always revisit Sookie, and Sam, Bill, Pam, and Eric. There just won't be anything new to look forward to.

05:31 May 26 2013
Times Read: 1,906

Today was a good day. My mother and I went for a nice walk up to the local sushi place where we had an absolutely delicious lunch. The spicy tuna rolls at the place are just the best. We also ran into her former boss, which was nice. Then we hit up Ultra and Target where I picked up the final Sookie Stackhouse book. I am halfway through it and aim to finish it before bed. And then, just got done with a great workout. I am feeling so good! And my dad informed us that either tomorrow or Monday we are gonna have a barbecue at my grandmother's house again.

01:55 May 26 2013
Times Read: 1,940

Bitch, bitch, bitch. He said. She said. Blah, blah, blah.



Jesus, I wish you would all shut the fuck up. Every single one of you are fucking idiots. Vampire Rave is a website. It's not your reality. This shit doesn't exist in the real world. So stop bitching to one another via journals, and carrying on like imbeciles. Try acting the ages you all supposedly are. This shit is so fucking annoying and I am sick of seeing it every single fucking time I browse the new journal entries.



You people are so god damn ridiculous.





I regret giving my Prometheus account to someone who can't behave like an adult. I seriously should have kept that one, or given it to someone far more worthy of it.

07:25 May 25 2013
Times Read: 1,966

I'm seriously having too much fun creating things for my Nymphaea account. This is the stamp I managed to come up with.

I love it. I tried something new aside from just the normal text on a transparent background. I wanted my water lily and that rainbow color effect that I used on the background for that account to come into play as well. I freaking love it. And the way it all just fades off into the background.



It looks best on a solid black background, since it's on the transparent side, but even so, it still looks alright on other backgrounds. Of course, I've only rated a handful of people, so I don't know how it'll look on all background types, but I'm sure it'll be fine. If not I can always tweak it.

04:57 May 25 2013
Times Read: 1,978

Somehow I think getting Nymphaea out of Fallen Serenity and into Trisk is going to be a bitch. The CM of Fallen What'sit hasn't been on since the third, and she apparently has to approve all trades. This is what I really hate most about some Coven Masters. Why have a Coven if you aren't able to log on, if not daily, at least a few times a week? Especially when you demand that you have say over incoming and outgoing trades? I just don't get it. If I still had my Coven and I wasn't able to log in often, you would bet your ass my ACM(s) would be able to handle trades without my input. That's why they're an ACM, because you have faith in their ability to make decisions in your absence. Ugh. Patience has never been my strong point.

01:41 May 25 2013
Times Read: 1,982

I was talking to a long time friend on WH about K-Pop and such, and this amazing bit of conversation came into existence. I really don't know what the hell I was thinking with this one. I just... I don't even know what goes on in my head sometimes.



Oh, and I'm Maelstrom. :]

[4:02pm] Maelstrom: So I'v'e been listening to a lot of U-KISS and U-BEAT.

[4:02pm] BluSlushie: And thats different from any other day, how?

[4:02pm] Maelstrom: Har-har, you.

[4:02pm] Maelstrom: But no. I was thinking.

[4:03pm] Maelstrom: Since U-Kiss fans are Kiss Me that U-Beat's fans should follow suite and be Beat Me.

[4:03pm] BluSlushie: o.o

[4:03pm] BluSlushie: Seriously?

[4:03pm] BluSlushie: And how much thought have you really put into that?

[4:03pm] BluSlushie: THINK ABOUT IT!

[4:03pm] Maelstrom: ...

[4:04pm] Maelstrom: Fuck.

[4:04pm] BluSlushie: LOL

[4:04pm] Maelstrom: It's back to the drawing board!

[4:04pm] BluSlushie: That was priceless.

[4:04pm] BluSlushie: Beat me.

[4:04pm] BluSlushie: Fucking masochist. XD

[4:04pm] Maelstrom: Fuck you.

[4:05pm] BluSlushie: LMAO

[4:05pm] Maelstrom: Yeah, laugh it up.

[4:05pm] BluSlushie: You don't know how great that was.

[4:05pm] Maelstrom: ...

[4:07pm] BluSlushie: I can see it now!

[4:07pm] BluSlushie: They do a concert, and a whole theatre full of fangirls are there screaming "Beat ME!"

[4:07pm] BluSlushie: LOL

[4:08pm] Maelstrom: I will never live this down.

[4:08pm] BluSlushie: Nope! XD

08:10 May 24 2013
Times Read: 1,998

So, I finished with my new profile. Or, as much as I'm going to get done tonight. I really love the name, and the images I scrounged up from my photography. Nymphaea. Doesn't it just sound so lovely?

23:42 May 23 2013
Times Read: 2,012

I was going through the pictures I took at the Huntington Library back in 2010, searching for all the images I had gotten of the water lilies, and I stumbled upon these two images. I love them, and I can't believe I didn't share them way back when I took them. I think the second one is my absolute favorite, though. I love the texture of the branches. I really have to get back there soon.

08:31 May 23 2013
Times Read: 2,029

I guess it's just anytime before nine pm PST that VR hates me. It's working like perfect right now.



Anywho, I got a new profile (yes, I know, another one) that I have to figure out what to do with. I have no idea as far as names go, and as far as content goes. Hmm... I suppose I can make this new one all about my love for all things Korean, like Saetan has with hers. Hopefully by tomorrow I'll have something in mind as far as a name and content. And, hopefully I'll be out of whatever Coven it's currently in and into Trisk. I've been wanting to visit since I closed down Unnamable.



But for now, I think it's time for some Star Trek (the original series) and then bed.

01:36 May 23 2013
Times Read: 2,043

So yeah, VR is still taking forever to load pages for me. Trying to sign in, or do anything at all, takes minutes. And it is only VR. Wolfhome, Google, Facebook, IMVU, and every other website on the internet loads in seconds. But VR, I'll be lucky if I can get to anything within two minutes. It took me fifteen, yes, I do mean fifteen, minutes to load up someone's cam earlier. That's just ridiculous. So, I probably won't be logging on much, or at all, until I can figure out the issue. I know it's not on my end, because even on my phone and off my wifi, everything here still takes forever to load. I don't know what's going on, but it's really annoying me.

18:37 May 20 2013
Times Read: 2,061

Today feels like it's going to be a good day. Hit the gym for my morning workout, and now I feel fantastic. I thing I am going to have to find a harder workout routine. I usually do the bike, but I am maxing out the levels and it's getting a little too easy. I think I might have to start on the elliptical now.

06:15 May 19 2013
Times Read: 2,078

Blah, blah, blah.



You're a cunt.



The end.

06:38 May 17 2013
Times Read: 2,083

I love that high after a good workout. It's rather addicting.

00:40 May 17 2013
Times Read: 2,095

VR is being super laggy on me. It makes logging in here the few times a day I actually can muster it far more of a hassle than it should be. It makes me want to say screw this place. I can't do anything within a reasonable amount of time. And it's only VR. Funny.

22:04 May 15 2013
Times Read: 2,101

I brought back my profile, in all it's mutli-paragraphed glory. Enjoy. Or don't. It never mattered to me.

09:28 May 15 2013
Times Read: 2,113

Happy birthday, you.

사랑해요. Regardless of everything, I still care.

I just wish I knew where you disappeared to.

19:55 May 13 2013
Times Read: 2,127

Going to my grandmother's house for a barbecue. It's my aunt Betty's birthday today, plus it's kind of a Mother's Day thing, so yeah. Carne asada and chicken. Add some pan dulce at the end. It's going to be so yummy!



But for now, time to hit the gym. Yay.

05:05 May 11 2013
Times Read: 2,154


I miss you. Quite terribly.

사랑해요.

04:21 May 09 2013
Times Read: 2,172

Everything is so tiresome lately. Being here, being online in general, it's all so boring. There is nothing new, nothing exciting. Not even the people who once enraptured me hold much sway anymore. I think I have outgrown all of this.

23:24 May 07 2013
Times Read: 2,183

I needed a bit of a change, so I T.O.P.'d the ever loving crap out of my phone. I love Kevin Woo, he is still my most favoritest of my little bias group, but T.O.P. is one sexy, sexy man. And he looks damn good as my lock and home screen wall paper.

16:56 May 07 2013
Times Read: 2,212


Whaaa! I hate the anon feature in cams. It serves no purpose. Blah fucking blah.



Look, the anon feature is here, and it is here to stay. It has been in place since the cams were established back in what, 2010? Sure, there was a lot of bitching then, but it died down as people accepted it. The only ones who still bitch about anonymous users in cam are those who normally start shit and don't like when people give it right back to them. You don't want to go on cam and deal with anonymous users? Buy a premium membership. Or stop fucking bitching. The option is there, if you don't take it, you have no room to bitch about it. Shut the fuck up and accept it or don't go on/in cams. It's that simple.

19:11 May 06 2013
Times Read: 2,228

Today is the start of a new day. A new me. I have been slacking a lot lately in regards to what I need to do, as is my habit. But, no more. I have a goal. I want to be down twenty pounds by the time I go to Arizona for my grandmother's birthday. I have exactly one month to accomplish this. It won't be easy, but it's no impossible to do. I just have to work my butt off.

05:17 May 05 2013
Times Read: 2,248

Today was a good day. My mother and I went and saw Iron Man 3, which was awesome, and then we saw 42, which was also very good. Then we hit the library and a few book stores. And finally, dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. Did I feel funny about being there at 7:30 on a Saturday night with my mom as my date? Not at all. I love spending time with her, and I am grateful that we do get these weekends where it's just us.

06:45 May 04 2013
Times Read: 2,260

My dad went off camping with the Young Marines again, which means it's just me and my mom this weekend. We rented a car as my dad took our up to the mountain, so we won't be stuck in the house. We're going to go see Iron Man 3 tomorrow, and maybe 42 if we can sneak in. I swear, my mother is a bad influence! And then after that we don't know. We might go wander around the mall or something, maybe hit Barnes & Noble and see what they have there. Then we're going to have a nice dinner out. I love weekends like this. I'm really going to miss them when I leave home. But, that just means I will have to get her out to Korea to hang out with me, and well, that would be awesome.



My mother also works with a lot of Asian people, and they talk. But one of her co-workers is Korean and actually has a friend who went to Japan to do the ESL thing, she said that they were only going to do it for a year then come back, and that was seven years ago. So, I have high hopes about this career choice. I am sure I'm going to love it. Also, her co-workers have offered to help me learn Korean and Mandarin. I might just have to take the lovely ladies up on their offers.

01:40 May 03 2013
Times Read: 2,282

I wish I could just cross that threshold and send you a message. But I can't. I won't. What can I possibly say?



Instead, I'll just take what little solace there is that you care enough to stop by from time to time.

23:41 May 02 2013
Times Read: 2,298

I hate that I constantly think about you, worry about you, wonder where you are. You abandoned me, why can't I just let you go?

06:00 May 01 2013
Times Read: 2,311

Some people truly don't know how stupid they sound sometimes. Instead they just spout off their psudo-intellectual drivel like it's meaningful and everyone should pay attention to what they have to say.



When you can't properly spell half of the words you type out, you're not being enlightening or inspiring, you're an idiot who really ought to go back to school to learn proper spelling and grammar.