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There are times when I miss the conversations, the laughter, your company. There are times when I wish we could go back to what we were before. But I realize that will never happen. Too much time has passed to ever have things be normal again. And, I did try, for a while, but when conversations are lacking, why bother? Burnt bridges should probably stay burnt.

Test taken and passed. All there is now is to wait on the credit/background check, which shouldn't pose any problem as I have no criminal record and there's nothing horrible on my credit report. So, I should know by the end of the week how it went and if I can continue forward with this.

I got the cutest pair of black suede ankle boots for super cheap. Between sales and a coupon for ten bucks off, I got them for $15.78. Yeah, I consider that a steal. And they are super cute. I'm not a big fan of heels, but it is a thicker heel, so it's not bad. They are really comfortable. I'm happy. I want to wear them when I go out tonight, but with the rain, it's probably best I not.

While I have a huge issue with strangers touching me, I think I'm gonna have to buckle and get a massage. There is just a huge knot between my shoulder blades, all stress and anxiety from everything that's gone wrong in my life recently. Hopefully before the 10th, because I know my aunt's wedding is going to just add that much more stress to my life.

Can... Can I just skip right to the point in my life where I'm financially stable and with the person who loves me? Because I'm pretty tired of trudging through this portion of suffering and instability.