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I always run back to familiar comforts in times of pain. This is no different. And yet, those once comforting things no longer offer me that solace, the escape they once did. I can't break out of my own mind, and that will be my downfall.
Today probably could have gone better. But, it's okay, I suppose. I'm seriously considering the advice I was given, taking action would be really beneficial for me. I hold so much inside... I need to figure myself out.
Man, don't you ever get tired of complaining about other people's actions?
I just do not understand the mindset of some people. Why they feel they must rant and rave and go on about how someone else handles a situation. Doesn't it get tiring, just keeping your mouth running about things that don't concern you?
But, no. I suppose not. Some people just thrive on that. I mean, just take a quick look around this very site if you need the proof.
This is just me, making an observation. I'm tired of dealing with these types of people. In my reality and in the few moments I spend online. And, I guess this entry makes me just like them.
Humans are curious creatures, much more than the humorous death seeking cat. We learn through observation and experience and most will in one way or another ramble on about it, either because they think their solution for a situation is correct, or simply because they're entitled to express their thoughts. We all do it, either publicly or privately.
No point in looking down on it or allowing it to annoy you.
Expect that humans will be humans and stick their noses where they don't belong.
Some people are just more honest about it than others.
01:48 Feb 21 2015 Times Read: 2,025
Got rid of Elk. All I have is this account, and should Cancer ever get back to me, my other Lifetime Sire, ForwardUntoDawn. I actually miss having access to that account. Still no word from Cancer about any of it. I know he's a busy guy, but I'm not that patient a person.
I figured I would start swimming, since it's beginning to feel like summer here anyway. Plus, it's a great way to tone my arms and legs. I just haven't been in a pool in, sheesh, like, over a decade now I think? It'll be interesting.
Well, that totally doesn't look like a Crest I created for a Coven far better than that cheap imitation. But, really, considering who it is, I'm not at all surprised they would make a copy. You people are fucking pathetic.
I don't know what you two are talking about, I see no similarities at all. I mean, dawns crest is perfectly round and that one is only slightly perfectly round, and while dawns uses like coppers and Browns and colors like that, that crest uses like dull Browns, and not as shiny coppers. I mean...there are some differences.
hahahahahahahahaha.
Hahahaha.
Haha.
Ha.
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07:24 Feb 13 2015 Times Read: 2,258
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07:07 Feb 12 2015 Times Read: 2,298
I guess this is the part where I'm supposed to care. But, I really can't be bothered.
Shot off another email to Cancer, the one I sent in November got no response. So, hopefully I'll be able to get ForwardUntoDawn's password manually reset soon, since the automated message never seems to get to me.
Actually, I haven't really cared enough to follow through with anything. I mean, sure, I'd love access to that account again, but I haven't been in a big rush to get it back, which is why it took so long for me to send another message. So, it hasn't been as frustrating as it could have been.
18:46 Feb 04 2015 Times Read: 2,533
I wanted to say something, to get down all the thoughts I have running through my head right now, but words are failing me. I want eloquence, but I am being so inarticulate. I can't piece together what I want to express. It's all there, inside my mind, but getting it past my mouth, writing it down on paper... I just can't manage it. How do I make you understand the things I feel when I can't properly express myself?
It's a sad day for the Rooster Teeth community, their own Monty Oum passed away yesterday, they announced it today. I loved the work he did for the company, namely RWBY. It was tragic that he was struck down so young, at only 33. Thoughts and prayers are with his family and friends.
I went to the movies with my mom instead of staying home to watch "the game," as I could not have possibly cared less about who won the Super Bowl. We saw "American Sniper" and "Big Hero 6," both were really good. "American Sniper" resonated more with me, though. It makes me so thankful to live in a country where there are people willing to sacrifice so much to keep me safe. People willing to go to horrible places, do and see horrendous things. Say what you will about the government and the military, but I for one am so thankful to those who have served and are serving, those who have made that conscious decision to fight for my freedoms and liberties. People like my brother, like some of my closest, long-time friends. It makes me want what I've been working so hard for even more. If you haven't seen it yet, I highly recommend "American Sniper". It's a great film, minus the one scene with the fake baby. That was kind of unintentionally hilarious.
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