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Work in harmony between the world of worlds. Through the seas of the rain behind closed eyes. A walk between the doors of lust hate in soldiers dust. Mysterious powers enchanted my will into the darkness you shall breathe. Cough up the blood of sense of lore, gore and all sore. Symbolizes purification and pure spirituality. Within perfect meditation a labyrinth without direction, a Labyrinth unclear throughout the divine. Would it matter even if you had a Kalyana mitta Brujo with you, to seek ology to understand the way. Maybeyou thought your subconscious is blocked by unwanted material. The elixir of life will subside with the mixed chemicals that messed up the brain. Your beta level is screwed no wait it is the delta you went to isn't it and is not waking up from this test . To figure out who tyou are. As you believe , a samu comes to help, not knowing what is true or not. So you call forth the Dharma to acknowledge the rules especially the lore of numbers,law of power and the hermetic principles. But you doubt to see a blend of pseudoscience, magick and mystickal philosophy. Lost? Why when Solitude is a dangerous weapon. During the cause of perception of achieving a goal of consistency.

This may have altered your mind into believing the impossible. Misdirecting all good intentions

into collateral,whichpoisons your thoughts of intake,that allows your body to reject any given information and redirect it to the corruption of the brain.



So mote it be ...........................

I am afraid of my quest

To bring knowledge life or death

To be alone in this world

With no one to love or adore

Is it wrong to set out and experience a girl like u

To honor and respect love and stay true

My fears consume me lost in the mist

Without direction of my path which all consists

I send a tanglen to myself to help my way

But love all who i know every single day

scared of me not finding the girl of my dreams

lost one love and never get it back it seems

I have Kalyana mitta which is sanskrit for

Spiritual friends but why is the Dharma not

Co-existing with me

I never had a acariya to help me through

but my bests friends who kept it all so true

I dont wanna be alone lost scared afraid or incomplete

But to love ,cherish and uphold my love all but sweet

My life is meaningless since I lost marie

It took me 6years to get back my sanity

So mote it be.......

I was walking in a forest thinking about my

conscious life. If the girl of this world and my dreams would ever talk to me again or not. I

remember a friend opening my eyes to never give up on the possibility of love. I am scared of what she might say and what it'll mean. We only know each other a little while and we only live once in any life and I needed to take the chance. The dream made me realize that the chance we takemay change our lives for all the right reasons . there is no doubt that it won't. To dream and know that she has the power to accept us as a couple or deny it is scary. It may or may not happen but at least i tried and

won't blame myself in the future for not trying.

I want to be there for her in ways her ex wasn't

I don't want her not to be whole because i know

it hurts sometime. I dont believe she shall be a single parent anymore. I love talking to her as witches and friends Its , i dont wanna go on in life knowing that i missed out on the girl that i slept so long without. so mote it be.........

I am sorry for all of the things that i said

With information placed above thy head



I am sorry for the pain i put in thy heart

to seperate us merry we part



I am sorry for the ways of the world

and how unfair life may seem





i am sorry that i am not your king



I am sorry if i cant solve your problems

but i promise i will always be there





I am sorry for the way i feel and that

i can't stop you from crying



i just cant stand the thought of losing you



show me how to solve your problems and

i'll be there



I am sorry for the cause of pain and to engage in

my trust



I am sorry that we different kinds of people

with different kinds of lives



but i'm just walking toward the future



Just show me the way to sove your sorrow



I'll do everything that i can



i am sorry we dont have the right experience



And i am sorry for the way i've acted towards you.



don't blame yourself blame me I'm sorry

I am lost in this world of deciet and hate

to the foriegn power of conception and fate

Should i love thou with passion and fire

for all my will to burn in this hour

the love i cause and the will to choosc

blind my heart to hold thy news

for the words of the wiccan rede an all ye fulfill

An ye harm none thou do as ye will

i love those who have no love back

like the women of my heart aches attack

why is it so dark my love whisper bare

haven't i earned your love trust to wear

Yes she says with a faint look of me

Will you love me for all eternity

Yes i will from this life to the next

i will love you always cherish and respect

Shes gone left me here in the tunnel to pause

For i am immortal destined for this cause







So mote it Be.....