Is anything real? I have my doubts. Maybe I should not put up with it anymore. I am not a coward. I am not a pushover, but I don't know how much longer I can take it. I am through. I am done. I am finished. I am cooked. Stick a fork in me.
I have found that I like the sight of blood. I like the sight of my blood. I like to see it flowing down my arms....I like to lick it up. I like the pain of making the cut. It is all I can do now not to take up a razor blade and go to work. The pain is real.....the pain is real.
I am in a dead end job and going nowhere. I am nothing and I amount to nothing.
I am merely a vapor. An indistinct and formless vapor. I am nobody.
Have you ever wanted to ever wanted to just bash your own head in?
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iamtheoneyoufear
01:29 Jul 30 2009
just shut the f**k up!!!
TruthHurts
01:43 Jul 30 2009
Na, self destruction is for fools, you should punish those who are making your life unbearable.