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i cant take this its been to long im drowning in my own song as i come to rest this world i have created for myself ive forgotten to bring someone else now im drowning alone



no one cares no ones there no one listens help me im dieing inside!!!! i cut my wrists and black my eyes and hope to fall asleep tonight or die



someone help me im going to the worst thing in my life and they're right on cue thery are coming to get me those dammed little knifes cut deep into my neck and i say goodbye



cut because i am i cut because i can this pain i can control yet death is my toll i cry every night just thinking of you i just dont know what to do i love you now more then ever more then anything i want us to be together



life vs. death and death is winning is slit my wrists my head starts spinning dieing i fall to the floor this pain of this life is no more



i loved you you made me hate me you gave me hate see? ot saved me and these tears are deadly you feel that? i rip back every time you tryed to steal that you feel bad? you feel sad? im sorry hell nah fuck that



im going to die one day why not today? i have a good life but now its shit so why not?



take a knife cut it deep i watch the blood swirl around my feet feeling faint got to lie down in my own blood ill surely drown now the stars can see i have to curls up and go to sleep never before have i gone this far usually i got a fading scar



gently taking slowly listening i hear your word they come so softly i could fly i could dream i could melt away from all the pain if you just said those three words to me and truely understand what they mean than whisper them ever so sweetly and let the burn fade ever so slowly empty my mind from agony drown me in emphony



sulfur fire burns my lungs with every breath the smoke the blood these things that fill my lungs it hurts so bad to feel the sweet sweet pain i know i need to stop i know im dead i am told over and over inside my head i lay down to sleep only bad thoughts nightmares come to me last time i cryed the day i lied in death its over just to start again



life is fucked i hate it more then anything everyone has decided to fuck me over, the only ppl i have left are 7 hours flight away i cant deal with it anymore i have i to get out of this place i have to see them i have to i need to i want to if i cant i have to i want to i must die



cant take this its been to long im drowning in my own song as i come to rest this world i have created for myself ive forgotten to bring someone else now im drowning alone



i wish you ppl would stop staring at my cuts and scars i wish ppl would see for the person i am not for the way i treat myself i wish i could live care free i wish ppl could understand my feelings i wish the bleeding would never stop i wish the feelings inside of me would just go away i wish that everyone would leave me alone... i wish i could drop dead



am in my room thinking about my life my mom hates me my dad hates me my brother hates me and my sister hates me theres nothing left i can do about it but deal with it but i was thinking maybe if i killed myself maybe this will all end maybe ppl would finally know how bad i feel maybe they will care for once about me so maybe i will kill myself so i go in the bathroom and i see my face in the mirror with tears of thinking maybe someone will care and i say to myself i dont have any friends that care i have no one i love maybe just maybe one would care but i look at myself and say i dont care so i decide how im going to die and look down and see a piece of broken glass and said ive done this before but not bad enough to kill me so i pick it up and decide where i am going to cut at my stomach my neck and say to myself my neck would be a good spot i looked at myself in the mirror and told myself goodbye i have to cut my neck hear enought to bleed a fast death so i slice my neck and i feel the numbness and the worst feeling that i have ever felt and bleed to death there i lay no one caring no one crying no one...



woke up today knowing what i had to do i push it out of my mind still a few hours to get through i sit down to breakfast with my parents and brother they're clueless to the fact that we'll never have another i know its only a few moments ill have to stay stable i get yelled at for spilling my juice onthe table i get up and choke back my tears go to the bathroom and shut the door to make sure no one hears i look at my pale face in the mirror my heart hurts i can almost feel the pain getting nearer i turn the water on so hot that it burn write the letter to whom it concerns i step into the shower and slit my wrists i bite my lip and ball my hands into fists i wish my teeth would stop chattering and my heart would stop racing now my breaths are slower and my heartbeats are pacing i wait for some strange feeling to come but i cant see anymore and my whole body has gone numb i hear no noises just a few distant voices from a happier time when i was alive



i feel transparent look right through me my face is blank with no expression my heart is black bleeding red tears drwning my sorrow hiding my fears there isnt today there isnt tomorrow the worlds not safe its life that you borrow my tears fill up the glass overfills im cold and addicted im hard like a pill i look around at familliar faces worn out places worn out faces im running in circles im feeling good i feel the way that we all should i think its funny i think its sad im dying insadie yet im kinda glad



hot tears run down my face blood dripping slowly from my wrist fresh strangers i thought i knew tell me im crazy how do i stop when they put me under all the stress blood continues i just want to die is that a crime...

the crimson red slides down my wrist my teats are falling i dont exist you caused my heartto break in pieces my bloodstained clothes my breath decreases im the reason your dead im your tears the blood you bled the rope that killed you that was me but i chose not to listen to your pleas if my tears were the cure id be by your side if for salvation i would die the thrid hour of our distance parting me from you i would have helped you your journey a new but my tears have dried your breath has creased i cry over your grave not that your deceased

what would you do if i just died?would you be by my side? would you even cry? do you even know how much you mean to me? but your with her so I guess you cant id do anything for youeven this, maybe after im gone youll see what you missed all this love all this pain i wont cry any longer i wont take anymore maybe with the scissors, razor. or knife ill be gone tomorrow

so i love you and always will so good-bye and maybe this pain will heal.

love you so much more more then the floor or the ground that god put us on

do you want me do you love me back can i trust you to take my love and never give it back

as ifeel you and me are going to be lovers forever and i need to be with you 24/7 cuz without you i am not whole

yay he loves every inch of my body my hair my curvyness my eyes my laugh my ass

he loves me and i want to shout it to the world i think i will and i love you i am going to die if i am without you

i dont rewmber why i am in love with you will you refresh my memory

is it because i couldnt live without you for those first days when we didnt go out together

I see those blue eyes of yours and i dont ever want to think of tears and sadness in them

i want to know what you think of me and how you think about me and when you do

do you beleive in love or is it just some fake fantasy to you are you ever thinking of marring me

is that one of the questions i should ask or should i leave it alone is it in some of those dark secrets of yours

he says it cant be death unless it hurts but it does hurt and i can feel it but no one knows what i feel and leave the world and come back but with tears in my eyes she covers my eyes and i die weakly inside kill me i tell myself and i cry each and everynight i do love you and that time we talked was when i knew i could be with you with your every move and insencitive groove i love you more and more but i want her too

First you are an angel and angel that god has given to me and only me

At second my god i love you

and i am an angel angel of perfection

the perfection into your eyes

Baby you are so hot

GOD i wish i where there...

close to you close to your sweet lips

cuase the enterinty awaits us

imagine all the stars

there yours, i gave them to you

My god your heart is fine

i just wish one day it will be mine.

kill me now and kill my soul can i go where no one knows

i wish it was so simple to tell how i feel i am nothing i am a no one its the same story always

full of enjoyment with him feeling him i wish for more with him but he is so perfect in his own little ways

simling faintly small little perks of being with him he shows me so much more then air and world

my love as i fear i am getting weak and it is hard to speak

every time i am with you i give into you and it is becoming more powerful

my will has gone and come back

you are the angel of my heart if only i could see you

fly like a bat throught the air as i will catch you if you fall i will die and if you die i will cry

this ones called 3 Am

wake up its three am

dont know if ill be able to sleep again

they say its time for the devils awakin

he chooses the right person cause ill give in

i am weak and everything over powers me

is this me or is this a theme

Devil Chants

wake devilish girl

come with me into my world

take my hand and follow me into a new land

just fall to the ground and let me have your hand and ill carve deep feelings

let the blood flow as me and youll grow

blood rushes blood flows as pathetic ppl go and go

soon my dear my objective will work as you feel your body jerk

twriling and spinning

please dear make your dream come true become my sacrafice

another ritual goes on when no ones in sight no ones in mind

i fall to my knees and pray to master

please i lay in front of him with every sin

but how can i believe in god after everything thats happend to me?

i will sacrafice myself to you

i lay infront of him as i felt a hand upon my head slowly i cry more more it turns into deep pain cause me meself and i am no more so theres nothing left to gain Cause its three am

I come To Worship in my masters name his name is so powerful that no one dis obeys if anyone disobeys they get their heads chopped off i defenatly obey my masters words i am 100% Trustworth so if anyone needs anything please feel free to rate me or message me either way i will suck your blood