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So it's only 8 days now until I will be in London UK!

The time has gone so fast but at the same time I have been counting down the weeks and now days for so long!

The biggest and best thing by far is that I will finally get to meet MeatMagician! We have been talking constantly since we first met here on the Rave and have both been looking forward to this meeting for many months.

Then there is the fact that I will finally get to see Ireland with my own eyes. I am determined to find the very cliff I once stood upon, arms open wide, eyes closed, the wind against my body and facing the sky, in a moment of clarity, while meditating. I have always wanted to see Ireland and I don't know what I expect to find there, but I know I have to go.

I am going to see a fair chunk of Europe, although I only have 6 weeks to do this in. So it's going to be a rather quick visit but I refuse to go all that way and not at least see the major attractions! France, Italy, Germany, Netherlands, Czech Republic, Austria, Switzerland, Spain, Belgium...

I will see my pen friend of 15 years! We began writing to one another when I was still in high school. She has been to Australia twice, the first time for three months, in which time she stayed with me and the second time only for a couple of weeks, and again she stayed with me. So it is going to be great to return the visit and she is looking forward to it as much as I am! She intends to show me all around Germany and will come to Netherlands with me but I am a little disappointed that I will only be able to spend about a week with her. It's going to be a very full on week lol

This trip is for me a big thing. I am hoping to be find myself which I know sounds cliche, but I really think that by putting myself in a situation where I have to rely on myself so much to get by, to keep safe, to make the right decisions and survive, is going to help me learn so much about myself. I have become so lazy in my life! And when I planned this trip I was so bored in my life as well. I need this. I have to know I am not useless and stupid! I need to prove to myself that I am a worthy person! I know, it sounds so Emo... lol but thats it.

I want to be able to open myself up to new experiences and different lifestyles and I want to KNOW so much more! Bring it on! ... I hope I am ready :S