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ur words repeat in my head over and over

all day long and sure i can fake that smile or laugh

but the minute i shut that door and crawl in bed

theres not a fake thing about me



i curl up in the ball u left me in

alone and hurt

thats how u left me

curled up and crying

u didn't say one word just walked out the door and never glanced back



now im the one faking

that smile

that laugh

that hug

that blush

that kiss

that heartbreak

all the things u must have faked with me



so i'll get out of bed and fake the version of the real girl whos dying on inside

i'll pretend that i care how my hair looks that day

i'll pretend how my makeup looks

i'll pretend i care about the oufit im wearing



i'll fake it becasue its much easier than being the real me

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BloodPrey
05:07 Feb 11 2010

sad hun -hugs u-

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