ok so last night i messed up my bak had to do all the workmans comp stuff drug test all that apparently i pull alot of muscles in the right side of my upper back and in alot of pain
so i got some pills that will make me pass out how about some mj instead to relax me pills make me twitchy
So i met this girl seemed really cool and sweet invited her over since we hit it off online um tried to rape me and brought bridal magazines talk about wanting me to be her groom only knew her two days all i attract is psychos fml
sadly he waits for a heart adrift walking the shore he walks the streets lonely here the words i just dont know anymore stand just inside her door he loves her so deeply when ever he speaks and he hears it doesnt matter anymore the more he love her the more he becomes lost waiting for her to find her way back to a love that was strong instead of giving up he waits grabbing onto shreds of hope waiting when u will finally step back and see me as she once did in a positive light that she will take my hand and come back this night i know im not as great as the other but i truly love her with all that i am will she once again take me as her man and come back to my heart or let me go and finally destroy that last par
im single for the first time in years i lost everything because my ex choose drugs after she mis-carriaged our child i miss her but you cannot save those who dont want to be i try my best to be a good person i was a monster before i met her and i hope i dont become again i hope someone for once will save me someone will be my angel of hope and mercy since it seems sometimes mine never came
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She will find you .. never give up ..
Never give anyone else that kind of power over you..........be your own hero
To lose a child is soo hard. You are both suffering in driftnet ways. I sincerely hope you can both get over your situation.
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