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SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW AUTHOR UNKNOWN
13:41 Sep 27 2008
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SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

WAY UP HIGH

THERE'S A LAND THAT I HEARD OF

ONCE IN A LULLABY

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

SKIES ARE BLUE

AND THE DREAMS THAT YOU DARE TO DREAM

REALLY DO COME TRUE.

SOME DAY I'LL WISH UPON A STAR

AND WAKE UP -

WHERE THE CLOUDS

ARE FAR BEHIND ME.

WHERE TROUBLES MELT

LIKE LEMON DROPS

AWAY ABOVE THE CHIMMEY TOPS.

THATS WHERE YOU'LL FIND ME.........

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

SOMEDAY I'LL WISH UPON A STAR

AND WAKEUP WHERE THE CLOUDS

ARE FAR BEHIND ME

WHERE TROUBLES MELT

LIKE LEMON DROPS

AWAY ABOVE THE CHIMMEY TOP

THATS WHERE YOU'LL FIND ME

SOMEWHERE OVER THE RAINBOW

BLUEBIRDS FLY

BIRDS FLY OVER THE RAINBOW

WHY THEN OH WHY CANT I?

IF HAPPY LITTLE BLUEBIRDS FLY

BEYOND THE RAINBOW

WHY OH WHY CANT I?









I SUNG THIS SONG TO MY SON SEAN WHEN HE WAS JUST BORN AND CLINGING TO LIFE IN THE INTENSIVE CAR UNIT ADN SINCE THEN IT HAS BEN HIS FAVOURITE LULLYABY OF CHOICE.

LETTER TO MY SON
16:26 Sep 15 2008
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TUESDAY 16 SEPT 2008

DARLING SEAN

I JUST THOUGHT THAT I WOULD REMIND YOU JUST WHAT AN INCREDIBL PERSON YOU ARE.

SEAN YOU HAVE SO MUCH TO BE PROUD OF - YOU HAE SHOWN SO MUCH COURAGE IN ALL THE MANY HELATH BATTELS YOU HAVE HADTHUS FAR - LIKE WHEN THAT WOMAN HURT YOU S OBAD YOU NEARLY DIED WHEN YOU WRE BARELY A YEAR OLD . YOUR PERMATURE BRITH WHEN YOU BORN SOVERY SICK - YOUR BATTLE WITHTHE GULLIAN BARRER 2YRS AG OTHAT NEARLY CLAIMED YOUR LIFE ADN NOW YOUR SERIOUS BLOOD CLOTTING DISORDER. I AM SO VERY VERY VERY PROUD OF YOU ADN AL LTHAT YOU HAVE ACHIEVEDIN YOUR SEVEN YEARS HERE THUS FAR. I REMEMBERWHE NYOU WERE AROUND 3YRS U DRAGGED MY DOONA OF MY BED ADNTRIED TO COVER ME UP WHENI WASIL THE PEANUT BUTTER JAM ADNVEGEMITE SANDWICH YOU MADE ME FOR BREAKFAST ON E MOTHERS DAY............ YOU HAVE SHOWN INCREDIBLE STRENGTH COURAGE ADN WISDOM. I MEA NI ERMMEBER SAYINGTO ONE OF MY FREINDS ONTHEPHONE HOW MUCH I HATED TH MUSLIMS BECAUSE OF THE CRUE LTERRORSIT ACT THEY DDIIN AMERICA ON SET11 ADNU TURNED ROUND AD NTOLD ME MAMATHAT WAS WRONG ADNMEAN THAT IS WHY WARS ADNBAD THINGS HAPPEN ITIS NOT THE GROUP MAMA IT IS THE PERSONS WHO MAKE THECHOICES WE AL LHAVE GOOD ADN BADIN OURSELVES IT IS HOW WE COHOOSE TO BEHAVE THAT MAKES US GOOD OR BAD...........MY SON TAUHGT ME SUCH A HUMBLIGN LESSON THAT DAY.

SEAN THANKYOUFOR THE UNCONDTIONA LLOVE THAT YOUSHOW MAM ADNFR AL LTHE SPECIAL PICTURES ADNSPECIAL THIGNS LIKE THE BRACLET YOU MADE ME THAT I WEAR ONMY ARM EVERSINCE YOUGAVE IT TO ME ONMOTHERS DAY THE LAST YEAR AT KINDER. I WANT TO TELL YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE LOVED AND THATTHIS WORLD ESPICALLY MY WORLD IS SO MUCH BETTER BECAUSE YOU EXIST.

I M A MUCH BETTER AND NICER PERSON BECAUSE YOU AR MY SON. SO DONT LET NEGATIVE PEOPLE LIKE YOUR HORRID TEACHR ADNTHE HORRID BULLIES GET YOU DOWN - IT IS THEY WHO ARE THE LOSERS NOT YOU . I WSIH I COULD WAYA WAND ANDMAKE YOUR MINE AND EVERYONE ELSES WORLD PERFECT BUT I CANT DO THAT UNFOTUNALTY.

JUST KNOW THAT YOU MAKEN INCREIBLE DIFFERANCE FOR GOOD INTHIS WORLD. AND THAT YOU WERE AND THAT YOUARE SO VERY VERY LOVED.

SO MY PRECIOUS BOY YOU SHOULD BE DO VERY VERYPROUD OF WHO YOUARE SEAN

LOVE ETERNALY MAMA

THOUGHTS
16:12 Sep 15 2008
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TUESDAY 16THSEPT 2008



DEAR SEAN

IM SO SORRY THAT YOU WERE BULLIED AGAIN.

MAMA IS GONNA DO AL LTHAT SHE CAN DO TO ENSURE THAT THE TEACHER IS DEALT WITH AS WELL FOR BULLYING AND THREATING YOU . JUST KNOW THAT YOU D OHAVE LOTS OF PEOPLE HERE THAT LOVE YOU ADN THAT YOU HAVE BEE N INVITEDTO PIPPINS TO PLAY AFTER SCHOOL AND THAT YOU HAVE BEEN INVITED TO 2 BIRTHDAY PARTIES -SO YOU DO HAVE PEOPLE WHO CAER ABOUT YOU INCLUDING MAMAS FRIENDS FROM HER COVAN AND HERE AT VAMPIRE RAVE AS WELL. MAMA CRIED TONGHIT ABOUT AL OF THIS ADN MAMA IS SAD THAT YOU WISH THAT YOUWERE DEAD .THE TEACHER HAD NO RIGHT TO AY THOSE HORRIBLE THINGS TO YOU.............DONT OWRRY SEAN KARMA WIL PAY HER BACK AS WIL LTHE CURSE I PUT ON HER FOR CONTINUING TO HURT AND TEASE YOU . YOU ARE LOVED SO VERYVERY MUCH ADN IT IS A SAD FACT THAT AL LTHROUHGTOUT OUR LIVESWE MEET HORRID PEOPLE . BUT ALS OSEAN ALL THRU YOU LIFE YOU WILL MEET SOME AMAZING WONDERFUL PEOPLE LIKE MAMA HAS MET HERE . THEPEOPLE HER SEAN REALLY REALLY CARE FOR EACH OTHER SO BE ENCOURGAED NOT AL LPEOPLE AER LIKE YOUR HORRID BITCH OF A TEACHER BARB ............ONE DAY MY DEAR SHE WIL LSTAND ACCOUNTABLE FOR AL LSHE HAS DONE GOOD AND BAD JUST LIKE MAMA ADN EVERYONE INTHE WORLD WIL LGIVE ACCOUNT OF HOW ADNWHY THEY DID THE BAD AND GOOD THINGS THEY DID. SHE WIL STAND ACCOUNTABLE TO THE ELDERS INSPIRIT FOR HOW CRUELLY SHE TREATED YOU. I AM SO PROUD OF YOU SEAN ADN I LVOE YOU SO VFERY MUCH.

BEAUTIFUL DARLING BOY BY JOHN LENNON
15:47 Sep 15 2008
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THIS SONG WAS HOW WE CHOSE MY SON'S NAME FOR HIM THE SONE IS ACUALLY CALLED BEAUTIFUL DARLING SEAN

HENCE HIS NAME IT IS A REALLY BEAUTIFUL SONG FOR A TRULY AMAZING ADN VERY BEAUTIFUL AND PRECIOUS CHILD MY SON SEAN.......



CLOSE YOUR EYES

AND HAVE NO FEAR

THE MONSTEER'S GONE

HE'S ON THE RUN

AND YOUR MOMMY'S HERE

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY.

BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP

SAY A LITTLE PRAYER

EVERY DAY IN EVERY WAY

IT 'S GETTING BETTER AND BETTER

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL

BOY.

OUT ON THE OCEAN

SAILING AWAY

I CAN HARDLY WAIT

TO SEE YOU COME OF AGE

BUT I GUESS WE 'LL JUST BOTH

HAVE TO BE PATIENT

COS IT'S A LONG WAY TO GO

A HARD ROAD TO HOE

ITS A LONG ROAD TO GO

BUT IN THE MEANTIME.....

BEFORE YOU CROSS THE THE STREET

TAKE MY HAND

LIFE IS WHAT'S HAPPENING TO YOU

WHILE YOU ARE BUSY MAKING OTHER PLANS

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY

BEFORE YOU GO TO SLEEP

SAY A LITTLE PRAYER

EVERYDAY IN EVERY WAY ITS GETTING

BETTER AND BETTER

BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL BOY

DARLING DARLING DARLING DARLING SEAN.

GOODNIGHT SEAN

SEEYOU IN THE MORNING

I LOVE YOU.





DARLING SEAN THIS IS HOW MAMA AND DADDY CHOSE YOUR NAME ...........HOWEVER I CHANGED JUST ONE WORD IN THE DSONG WHREIT SAYS MOMMY IT IS BEACUS ORIGINALLY IT SAID DADDY BUT SINCE HE IS NO LONGER INYOUR LIFE BY HIS CHOICE ITHOUGHT IT WOULD BE MORE APPROPIATE TO PUT MOMMY THER COS MAMA HAS BEE N THER AL LTHEDAYS OFYOUR LIFE AND WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOUUNTIL MAMA IS CALLED BACK TO SPIRIT.

I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WIL EVERKNOW OR REALISE BUT SEAN YOU WERE AND ARE THE MOST PRECIOUS GIFT A MOM COULD EVER GET..........ESPECIALY AS YOU COHSE ME TO BE YOUR MAMA WHEN YOU COULD HAVE HAD ANY OTHER MOMINTHEWORLD THANKYOU FOR ALL THE HAPPIENESS JOY ANDWONDER THATYOUHAVE BROUGHT INOT MY LIFE .....I AM A MUCH BETTER PERSON ADN MOM BECAUSE OF YOU MY DARLING BOY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMERALD PHOENIX
15:14 Sep 09 2008
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DEAR TAMMY JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING FROM

MYSELF AND MY SON SEAN TO SHOW JUST HOW SPECIAL A FRIEND THAT YOU ARE TO US.

WISHING YOU A ABSOLUTLEY FANTASTIC BIRTHDAY FORM BOTH OF US

HUGS N KISSES HANNAHROSE AND SEAN



















MAY THIS PENTAGRAM PROTECT YOU ALWAYS











LOTS OF KISSES FROM SEAN AND ME ON THIS YOUR SPECIAL DAY









MAY YOUR ALWAYS BE LIKE A BUTTERFLY SOARING FREE THRU THE UNIVERSE







MAY THE UNIVERSE GRANT YOU A VERY LONG JOYFUL AND HAPPY HEALTHY AND PROPEROUS LIFE...













SEAN ALSO TOLD ME THAT OUR CATS ALSO WISH

A HAPPY BIRTHDAY













DONT FORGET TO BLOW YOUR CANDLES OUT AND MAKE A WISH !







A ROSE FROM SEAN





AND LASTLY THANKYOU SO VERY MUCH FOR ALL YOUR WISDOM SUPPORT COMPASSION AND FOR BEIN SUCH VERY SPECIAL FRIEND TO BOTH OF US!



HOPE THAT YOUR BIRTHDAY WILL BE THE VERY BEST AND HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY EVER!



BEST WISHES YOUR FREINDS HANNAHROSE AND SEAN....

INTO THE WEST ANNIE LENNOX-THE LORD OF THE RINGS
11:44 Sep 09 2008
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LAY DOWN YOUR SWEET AND WEARY HEAD

NIGHT IS FALLING

YOU HAVE COME TO JOURNEY'S END

SLEEP NOW AND DREAM OF THE ONES

WHO CAME BEFORE

THEY ARE CALLING

FROM ACROSS THE DISTANT SHORE.

WHY DO YOU WEEP

WHAT ARE THE TEARS UPON YOUR FACE

SOON YOU WILL SEE ALL

YOUR FEARS WILL PASS AWAY

SAFE IN MY ARMS

YOUR ONLY SLEEPING

WHAT CAN YOU SEE ON THE HORIZON

WHY DO THE WHITE GULLS CALL?

ACROSS THE SEA

A PALE MOON RISES

THE SHIPS HAVE COME

TO CARRY YOU HOME....

AND ALL WILL TURN TO SLIVER GLASS

A LIGHT ON THE WATERS

ALL SOULS PASS

INTO THE WEST.

HOPE FADES INTO

INTO THE WORLD OF NGIHT

THROUGH SHADOWS FALLING

OUT OF MEMORY AND TIME

DONT SAY

WE HAVE COME NOW TO THE END

WHITE SHORES ARE CALLING

YOU AND I WILL MEET AGAIN.

AND YOU'LL BE HERE

IN MY ARMS

JUST SLEEPING

WHAT CAN YOU SEE ON THE HORIZON

WHY DO THE WHITE GULLS CALL..........

ACROSS THE SEA

A PALE MOON RISES

THE SHIPS HAVE COME TO CARRY YOU HOME..

AND ALL WILL TURN TO SILVER GLASS

THE LIGHTS ON THE WATER

GREY SHIPS PASS INTO THE WEST.

YOU RAISE ME UP JOSH GROBAN
20:48 Sep 08 2008
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WHEN I AM DOWN

AND OH MY SOUL SO WEARY

WHEN TROUBLES COME

AND MY HEART BURDEN ME

THEN I AM STILL AND WAIT HERE IN THE SILENCE

UNTIL YOU COME AND SIT AWHILE WITH ME.

YOU RAISE ME UP

SO I CAN STAND ON MOUNTAINS

YOU RAISE ME UP

TO WALK ON STORMY SEAS

I AM STRONG WHEN I AM ON YOUR SHOULDERS

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAN I CAN BE.

YOU RAISE ME UP

SO I CAN STAND ON MOUNTAINS

YOU RAISE ME UP

TO WALK ON STORMY SEAS

I AM STRONG WHEN I AM ON YOUR SHOULDERS

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAN I CAN BE.

YOU RAISE ME UP SO I CAN STAND ON MOUNTAINS

YOU RAISE ME UP

TO WALK ON STORMY SEAS

I AM STRONG WHEN I AM ON YOUR SHOULDERS

YOU RAISE ME UP

SO I CAN STANDON MOUNTAINS

YOU RAISE ME UP

TO WALK ON STORMY SEAS

I AM STRONG WHEN I AM ON YOUR SHOULDERS

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE THAN I CAN BE.

YOU RAISE ME UP TO MORE

THAN I CAN BE.

MY SON'S FAVE PICS
19:01 Sep 08 2008
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-A SPECIAL ROSE FOR MAMA





























THANKYOU MAMA FOR BEING MY MAMA

PSALM 151 TAKEN FROM TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL TV SHOW
11:20 Sep 06 2008
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THIS SONG WAS TAKEN FROM THE ABOVE SHOW -IT REALLY SPOKE 2 ME EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT A CHRISTIAN AS I AM A VAMPIRE THRU AND THRU ......IT REALLY TOUCHED ME CAUSE THE DAY I SAW IT WAS THE DAY I LEAREND THAT MY LITTLE BOY WOULD LIVE AND NOT DIE AS IT WAS THOUGHT THAT BECAUSE HE SUDDENLY WAS PARAYLSED THAT HE HAD A BRAIN TUMOR OR A SPINAL CORD TUMOR AND INSTEAD HAD GUILIAN BARRE WHICH CAN STILL BE FATAL AND CAN LEAVE U CRIPPLED FOR LIFE ......MY SON WAS SO LUCKY .......THIS SONG REMINDS ME THAT WE SHOULD BE GRATEFUL FOR THE LOVE WE HAVE 4 EACH OTHER AND THAT AT THE END OF UR LIFE ALL U TAKE WITH U IS THE LOVE U GAVE RECIVED AND SHARED WITH OTHERS





PSALM 151



ALL THE COLOURS OF THE RAINBOW

ALL THE VOICES OFTHE WIND

EVERY DREAM THAT REACHES OUT

REACHES OUT TO FIND WHERE LOVE BEGAN.....

EVERY WORD OF EVERY STORY

EVERY STAR IN EVERY SKY

EVERY CORNER OF CREATION

LIVES TO TESTIFY........

FOR AS I SHALL LIVE

I SHALL TESTIFY TO LOVE

BE A WITNESS N THE SILENCE

WHEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH...........

WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE

ILL GIVE THANKS TO GOD ABOVE

FOR AS LONG AS I SHAL LIVE

I SHALL TESTIFY TO LOVE.

FROM THE MOUNTAINS TO THE VALLEYS

FROM THE RIVERS TO THE SEAS

EVERY HAND THAT REACHES OUT

EVERY HAND THAT REACHES OUT TO OFFER PEACE

EVERY SIMPLE ACT OF MERCY

EVERY STEP TO KINGDOM COME-

ALL THE HOPE OF EVERY HEART

SPEAK OF WHAT LOVE HAS DONE

FOR AS LONG AS I SHALL LIVE

I SHALL TESTIFY TO LOVE

BE A WITNESS IN THE SILENCES

WHEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH

WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE

WILL GIVE THANKS TO GOD ABOVE

FOR AS LONG AS I SHALL LIVE

I WIL LTESTIFY TO LOVE

BE A WITNESS IN THE SILENCES

WHEN WORDS ARE NOT ENOUGH

WITH EVERY BREATH I TAKE

ILL GIVE THANSK TO GOD ABOVE

FOR AS LONG AS I SHALL LIVE

I SHALL TESTIFY TO LOVE









EVEN THOUGH THIS SHOW IS MAINLY A CHRISITAN SHOW THIS SONG WAS A REAL ENCOURAGEMENT TO ME DNMY SON WHOEVER WROTE THIS SONG IS DEFINTLY A GREAT WRITER

THE SHOW IS CALLED TOUCHED BY AN ANGEL

MY SON SEAN
10:54 Sep 06 2008
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THIS PAGE IS DEDICATED TO MY LITTLE BOY WHO CONTINUES TO AMAZE ME WITH HIS LOVE COURAGE AND DETERMINATION.....



MY SON SEAN IS NEARLY 8YRS OF AGE AND AS WELL AS HAVING TO LIVE WITH 2 LIFE THREATEING ILLNESS -GUILLIAN BARRE AND VON WILLINBRANS DIESEASE IS SO AMAZINGLY PATIENT LOVING AND HAPPY........... THE 1ST ILL NESS GUILLIAN BARRE IS AN AUTO IMMUNE ILLNESS WHERE THE BODY ATTACKS ITSELF THRU THE NERVES RESULTING IN PARALYIS AND CAN LEAD 2 DEATH AT WORST AND EVEN WHEN U GO INTO REMISSION U CAN RELAPSE THE OTHER ILLNESS VON WILLBRANS IS WHEN U ARE MISSING CLOTTING FACTORS AND MY SON IS MISSING 2 OUT OF 3 . HE IS OFTEN ILL BUT AMAZES ME WITH HIS COURAGE AND HAPPIENESS AS DO THE PEOPLE HERE

ESPECIALY MY COVAN MASTER AND MY COVAN AND CERTAIN OTHERS HERE WHO HAVE LENT THEIR LOVE PRAYERS AND WORDS OF STRENGTH LOVE AND COURAGE...... THIS PLACE VAMPIRE RAVE HAS HELPED ME AND MY CHILD SO MUCH..............I AM A BETTER MOM COS OF ALL OF THE LOVE AND SUPPORT AND MOST OF ALL MY PRECIOUS BOY WHO HAS BATTLED ILLNESS ALL HIS LIFE WHO HAS TAUGHT ME 2 LOVE TO LAUGH TO CRY AND MOST OF ALL SEES ME FOR WHO I REALLY AM AND STILL CHOOSES TO LOVE ME EVEN WHEN I HAVE MADE MISTAKES ..........HE HAS TAUGHT ME THAT YOU ARE NOT POOR IF SOME ONE REALLY REALLY LOVES YOU. REMEMBER 1 TIME WHEN I WAS ILL HE DRAGGED HIS DOONA OF HIS BED AND TRIED TO COVER ME UP WITH IT ANDTHE NHE MADE ME A SANDWICH OF JAM PEANUT BUTTER AND VEGEMITE1 NOT BAD FOR A LITTLE BOY WHO WAS ONLY 4YR AT TH TIME. I RMEMBER 2 ANOTHER SPECIAL MEMORY WHEN HE WAS AT KINDER I WENT TO PICK HIM UP TO BE TOLD HE HAD BEEN CRYING ALL MORNING. I ASKED HIM WHY AND HE TOLD ME ALLHE HAD 2 GIVE ME WAS A DUMB OLD BRACLET THAT HE HAD MADE WITH THE TEACHERS HELP AND HE WAS ANGRY AT HIMSELF COS HE HAD NO MONEY TO BUY ME CHOCLATES AND FLOWERS AND 1 OF HIS FRIENSD WAS ABLE TO GIVE HISMOM FLOWERS AND CHOCLATE......I TOLD HIMTHAT THE WODDEN GREEN BRACLET WAS THE BEST GIFT I EVR GOT GIVEN COS EACH BEAD WAS PUT ON WITH LOVE FROM HIM SO I TOLD HIM EVEN THE JEWELERS IN aMERICA WHO LENDS JEWLES TO THE ACTORS ADN THEACTERSSES TO WHER TO THE OSCARS IF HE OFFERED ME ALL HIS JEWELS ON CONDITON I THREW HIS BRACLET AWAY I WOULD ONLY WANT MY SONS BRACLET AND WHEN HE ASKED WH Y I TOLD HIM COS IT WAS

MADE JUST 4 ME BY YOU MY SON SO IT IS PRICLESS IN MY EYES AND THAT CHEERED HIM UP.

IHAVE REALISED THATI HAVE THE MOST SPECIAL AND IMPORTANT JOB THER IS ANDTHAT IS TO BE A MOM AND IT IS BY FAR THE BEST JOB I HAVE EVER HAD..



THANKYOU SEAN FOR BEING THE MOST LOVING WONDERFUL MIRACLE GIFTTHAT A MOM COULD EVER GET . THANKYOU FOR GIVING ME ANOTHER CHANCE AT BEING YOUR MOM AND MOST OF ALL FOR CHOOSING ME AS UR MOM .......... I LOVE MY SON AND RMEMBER THIS THAT I AM AND HAVE ALWAYS BEEN PROUD OF U .

SOME OF MY FAVE PICS
10:37 Sep 06 2008
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SOME OF MY FAVE PICS



MY COVEN CARD

MY BEAUTIFUL SON SEAN
14:46 Sep 02 2008
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THIS IS A VERY SPECIAL PIC AS IT IS OF ME AND MY LITTLE BOY WHEN HE WAS AROUND 4YR HE IS NEARLY 8yrs now........A VERY SPECIAL.BOY WHO HAS HAD MANY HEALTH BATTLES SINCE HE WAS BORN THE LAST MAJOR ILLNESS NEARLY KILLED HIM IT IS CALLED GUIILIAN BARRE SYNDROME THAT NORMALLY AFFECTS ADULTS. IT CHILDREN IT IS NORMALLY FATAL OR THEY ARELEFT CRIPPLED.........MY SON WAS VERY LUCKY TO RECOVER WITHOUT LOSING HIS LIFE OR BEING LEFT IN A WHEEL CHAIR..HOWEVER EVEN THOUGH HE IS IN ERMMISION THIS ILLNESS CAN HIT HIM AGAIN ANYTIME AND JUST LIKE CANCER EVERYTIME YOU GO OUTOF REMMISION IT IS HARDER TO TREAT.HE NOW HAS NOW BEEN LEFT WITH A SEVERE BLOOD CLOTTIGN DISORDER CALL VON WILL BRANS WHICH IS VERY NAST Y AS IF U HAVE THIS U ARE MISSING -2 CLOTTTING FACTORS IN UR BLOOD ADN IN SEAN'S CASE HE MISSES 2. WITH THIS ILLNESS HE HAS 2 OUT O3 CLOTTIGN FACTORS MISSING -NORMAL PEOPLE HAVE 3 CLOTTING FACTORS IN THEIR BLOOD THIS LITTLE BOY HAS SHOWN ME SO MUCH COURAGE ADN UNCONDITIONAL LOVE AND MOTHE HOOD IS T EMOST DEMANDIN YET REWARDING JOB I WIL EVER HAVE.......... HE REMINDS ME DAILY THAT YOU ARE NEVER POOR WHEN YOU HAVE SOMEONE TO LOVE AND WHEN YOU ARE LOVED BY SOMEONE.

I REMEBER ONE TIME JUST BEFORE CHRSITMAS AROUND 2YRS AGO- WE WEER SHOPPING IN THECITY ADNHE SAW A YOUNG DIRTY HOMELSS WOMEN SITTIN IN THE STREET BEGGING FOR FOOD . MY SON ADN I HAD JUST HAD HUGE LUNCH OF KFC ADN HE ASKED ME IF HE COULD GIVEHER HIS LAST $5 CANDY MONEY - I SADI LET S ASK HER IF SHE WOULD LIKE SOMETHNIG TO EAT SO HE WENT UP TO HER -MIND U I WAS SO CLOSE I COULD HAVE GRABBED HIM IF I HAD NEEDED TO ADN JUST AS HE STARTED TO ASK HE THIS WELL DRESSED MAN CMAE UP T OMY SON AND TOLD HIM NOTTO WASTE HIS TIME ON ASLUT JUNKIE ADNWHOER LIKE THAT ADN WHAT SORT OF MOM WAS I LETTIN MY SON SPEAK TO GARBAGE LIKE HER? MY LITTE LBOY THEN TURNED AROUND ADN SAIDTO THE MAN "HOW DADER YOU BE SO VERY MEAN THIS POOR LADY IS SAD HUGRY WITH NO HOME HOW DARE YOU CONDEM HER ? IT IS BECAUSOR HORRID PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT SHE HAS NO ONE TO LOVE HER - YOU WONT GET NAY PRESENTS FROM SANTA COS MAMA SAYS IF YOU ARE UNKIND OR NASTY SANTA KNOWS. YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED OF YOURSELF- WHO DIED AND MADE YOU GOD? WITH THAT MY SON TOLD THE LADY - DONT CRY MAMA ANDI WILL GET YOU SOMETHING TO EAT AND HE IS A VERY UNKIND MAN. SO WE WENT AND GOT HER SOMETHING TO EAT AND THEN I GAVE HER MY SPARE PHNOE CARD AND A LITTLE MONE Y I TIHINK AROUND $5 AND WE LEFT. AROUND 4 MNTHS LATER WE WERE SHOPPING IN OUR LOCAL SUPWERMARKET WHE NTHIS VER Y PRETTY YOUNG BLOND WOMAN APPROACHED US ASKINGIF WE KNEW WHO SHE WAS -I REPLIED IM SORRYI DONT KNOW THE NMY SON SAID U WRE THE SAD LADY WE GAVE FOOD TO YES? THE NSHE TOLD US THAT BECAUS E OF THE WAY MY LITTEL BOY STOOD UP FO HER THAT SHE WENT ADNASK THEPOLICE TO FIND HER A REFUGE ADNTHE NSHE GOT SOME HELP ADNTHAT NOW SHE HADA HOME ADNTHAT SHE WAS GETTING OFF DRUGS ADN WOUL DSEE HER KIDS FOR EASTER ADNIF SHE STAYED CLEAN ADNID WHAT THE WORKERS TOLD HER SHE WOULD WIN SOLE ANDPERMANET CUSTODY OF HER CHIDREN......... W NOW SEE HER A LOT AND SHE CONFIED IN ME JUST WHAT GAVE HER THE CUORAGE TO CHANGE AND SHE TOLD MME -"YOUR SON DI COS WHE NHE STIOOD UP FOR ME WHEN THAT MAN WAS SO UNKIND I SUDDENLY REALISED I DONT DESEVER TO BE ABUSED AND HURT ADNTHAT LIFE WASSHORT ADN THAT I OWEDIT TO MY CHILDREN TO GIVE THEM BACK THEIR MOM COSTHE DADD WAS A VERY NASTY PERSON WHO WAS IN JAIL FOR LIFE. SHE WAS SO SURPRIESED TO LEARN THAT MY SON HAS ASPERGERS SYNDROME OR HIGH FUCTIONIGN AUTISM...... SO IF A FEW KIND WORDS BY A SMALL CHILD CAN GIVE SOMEONE THE COURAGE T OCHANGE THEMSELVES FOR THE BETTER THEN WE CAN ALL SHOW A LITTE LCOMPSSION TO OTHERS......IT REMINDS ME JUST WHAT A BLESSED LUCKY WOMAN I AM FOR THIS CHILD TO CHOOSE ME TO BE HIS MOM BEFORE HE WAS BORN . I HAVE MANY THIGNS I COULD SHARE WITH YOU BUT I WIL LSAVE THE MFOR LATER APART FROM THIS ONE OTHER STORY- YEARS AGO- I LOST A BABY BOY TO COT DEATH I WOULD HAVE BEEN 21 - MY SON SEAN KNEW I LOST A BABY BUT I NEVER TOLD HIM THE DETAIL NOT EVEN THESEXOF THE CHILD OR WHE NTHIS CHILD DIED..........LAST CHRISTMAS HE CAUHGT ME CRYING IN MY ROOM - ADN HE TOLD ME DONT CRY MAMA IM BACK AND IM LIKE WHAT AER YOU TALKIGN ABOUT? THE N HE TOLD ME YOUR BABY ANDERW TREVOR JAMES DIED TONIGHT OF COT DEATHAT 1130PM HE THEN WENT ONTO DESCRIBE THE CRIB ADN ROOM ADN WHAT CLOTHES MY BABY HAD BEE NIN DON TO THE ODD SOCKS THE BABY WORE ON HIS FEET HE THEN TOLD ME WHER MY SON WAS BURIED - IWASSO SHOCKED COS EVERY DETAIL WAS CORRECT ADNNO ONE ELSE HAS TOLD HIM NY OF THIS PLUS I HAVE NEVER SHOWN MY SON THE PICS - THE NEXT MORNGI I WENT TO VIST MY SONS GRAVE - I HAD NEVE RTAKE N HIM THERE BE FORE - HE ASKED IF HE COULD RUN AHEAD I SADI OK JUST STAY WHERE MAMA CAN SEE YU O ADNTHE NHE SIDCOME HERE MAMA I GOT SOMETHIGN TO SHOW YOU ANDGUES WHAT? HE CORECTLY IDENTIFIED MY SONS GRAVE- NOW BEAR IN MIND MY SON CA NONLY READ HIS NAM HE CANT READ AT ALL APART FROM THAT ...........I ASKED HIM HOW HE FOUND IT HE SAID COS THAT IS WHERE YOU BURIED ME ADN YOU FLEW PINK RED ADNWHIT EBALLONS AT THE FUNERAL-ANOTHER FACT HE DIDNT KNOW.............SO MY SON MEANS MOER THANTHE ENTIRE WORLD TO ME H IS MY ENITRE LIFE ADN IM SO GRATEFUL TO HAVE HIM...........HE HAS TAUGHTE MSO MUCH ABOTU WHA REAL LOVE IS ............I FEE LSO BLESSED TO BE AMOM AGAIN PARTICUALRY WHEN I WAS TOLD DUE TO VARIOUS HELATH PROBLEMS THAT I WOULD NEVER EVER HAVE THE CHANCE TO BE A MOM AGAIN. HE TRULY IS THE VERY VERY BEST PRESENT THAT I EVER GOT FOR CHRISTMAS HE WAS BORN ON DEC27 -2000 HE WASSUPPOSED TO BE BORN IF FEB BTU HE ARRIVED EARLY.