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Why the hell do guys fall for me?! I'm ugly, I'm a bitch, I'm shy! I have a shitty life and cry daily. I hate myself!!!



Comment if you think otherwise...

I had an amazing time last night! Met some people and danced with some guys. The one I had the best time with was Gay which I think is adorible. Brandon is 15 and loves anime so he's amazing!! We got really close as friends and I cannot wait to see him at the next Rave!

That was amazing! I stayed there till about 10pm and got sooo many random hugs XD It was awsome. I found some of my friends that thought i was dead cuz they havent heard from me in months. I met a dude dressed up as a cheetah so i hugged him and petted him. I'm goin again today but I'm dressed up as a black wolf.My friend is bringing a leash to attach to my choker. XD So kinky but it'll be fun

Am I the only one in the house that knows how to say "Please"?! OMFG!!! They demand me to do shit and I wait for my step grandpa to say "Please" and he just stares at me. I asked him if he could say it to me once, just once and he blows up at me. Without realizing it, i took the metal plate next to me and threw it to the ground. I told him i show respect and he NEVER does. I fucking hate him!! he told me he wouldn't care if I committed suicide and so i pulled out a knife and held it to my throat. He said nothing and did nothing. I WANT OUT OF HERE!!!!

Well, lately I've been having the same nightmare over and over again. I dont know what happened in it but everytime I have it I feel as if I am suffocating in the dream and when I wake up. My friend Kei says it is anxiaty. He told me not to worry. That my emotions are going crazy because they don't know how to react to stress. It's weird and it feels like someone is choking the life outta me every single time.

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V3NOM
00:15 May 23 2010

I doubt your dealing with anything paranormal so if anyone tells you that you are, they are sadly mistaken. It could be stress but your mind can cope with that. I think you should clense your mind before you sleep, most poeple think constantly about one thing or many things that tend to the same thought and paranoy us. (Excuse my spelling) We are all scared of things but if we control it....... It would be a nightmare we can control.

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DemonMage
05:39 May 23 2010

It sounds like there might be something you've been thinking about, or something you're worried about on a subconcious level. Your mind will translate that into a nightmare while you sleep, a lot of times, recurring.

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