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Is your true love really out there.....is that other person really there......there are guys all around me....but are they really the ones.....will i ever meet that one person....will i ever be happy....????...

I HATE THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT.....i cant take this shit anymore.....i cant stand living anymore.....i live in this world everyday.....with the same fake ass smile.....making everything seem like its ok....when its not......i feel so alone.....no one understands......no one understands how i feel.....they just look at me and say there she goes with her issues again.....no one understands....not even my brother ali....the only person that reallly understood me.....if i don't have him on my side than who do i have......*no one*.....thats who....i have no one....i have nothing to live for.....nothing.....i don't even know why im here.....i don't why i keep trying to live this damn life of mine.....im just about to give it all up.....just end it.....

I'm back from such a long vacation.....it was sucky by the way........nothing went my way....at all....and worst of all me and kevin broke up...........we had a lot of issues and plus he's moving.....so i guess things just couldn't work out.....all well............shit happens..........