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So it seems that no matter what I do I am alwaysreverting back to thinking about what I once had with that special someone. I think about it more and more each day that I am away from him. I can't help it. I mean I am pregnant and everything so maybe it is all the damn hormones I have no idea. All I know is that even when I am near him I feel like he will never see me the same way again and that all is lost for us. I know in his heart he just does not feel the same as I do, I wonder if he ever did. I know I should be paitent but we have been apart now for about 5 months and it gets harder for me each day wondering if he will ever return to me the way he once was. I understand that people have things in their lives to work out but is it not better to have someone there that loves and supports you while you are working on things? Sorry retorical question. Anyway maybe I am dumb for thinking that that fairy tale is out there and for thinking that if you love something you should let it go and if it is meant to be it will come back to you. Maybe I am just a dreamer with her head stuck in the clouds, who knows what time will bring with it.