And the weekend has arrived. No more of my own time left. Although I am pretty excited. Today is going to be my first time as a bartender at a Carlton wedding function. Tomorrow is back to Elliots. It will be interesting to see who gives me more bar hours.
My curiousity about other energy users is becoming quite dangerous. However there is something protecting me. I now believe what people have told me especially after last night and now after what just happened. I must have blacked out for a bout an hour there.
I have found someone powerful though, they have no control. They drain as soon as they begin to like a person. I have aranged to talk further with this person and hopefully help her control it. The draining will help me grow as well, I just hope it doesnt kill me first...
I actually got a day of rest today. Cant remember the last time that happened. I feel a lot better as well. M helped with the drained feeling I have been having. It was almost an experiment with my life. What we had to do was drain me as I went to sleep leaving nothing. Luckily I woke up. She was even suprised/concerned. Neither of us know how I managed.
In more important news Muse released their album and it is safe to say I am a fan again. Some awsome songs on there I must say.
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You do realize that you cannot be "drained" to the point of death,dont you?
I have heard stories that state otherwise from people I trust. It is also scientific fact that if you use more energy than your body has then the basic functions required to keep you alive will stop and as a result your body will not be able to keep going.
Its a myth.
If it could be done,there would be a hell of a lot more dead people.
Granted,one can feel like their dying,but beyond that,no.
Finally had a better day today. Funnily enough college is the happy point of my weeks these days. Only one minor hiccup around half eleven. Not even sure what it was that happened. Just another huge surge of energy again. Ah well, so long as it doesnt kill me.
Heading to bed now. I think my insanity has been comprimised long enough by this sleep deprivation. College should be fun on 4 hours sleep. Night all.
I dont know what else to do on this site. I have ran out of messages and as a result I cannot continue my conversations with people. I am not just killing time despite the fact I should really go to sleep... Sleep. Its a bit missed... I cant remember the last time I had more than 5 hours. Last week was crap. Constant pressure. But hey my quote isnt there for no reason. "If it feels like you are going through hell, keep going" Right?
Just a shout out to anyone who knows anything about energy users. I would appreciate any info given. All I know is very basic but I am apparently one and I can answer some details about myself.
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