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but i guess whatever...your gonna do whatever the fuck it is you wanna do and to hell with everyone else right? or is that treatment reserved especially for me? i realize i may regret much of what im saying right now in the morning but im just fucking pissed and im gonna let it all out now...im just sick of always being to one to change the way im living my life...i was willing to give up my entire life up here to move down there and be with you but you dont seem able or even willing to change in the slightest for me which is fucking bullshit...if anything you've said to me has been even remotely true, i would think you'd at least be willing to sacrifice SOMETHING...but apparently you feel its just fine for those around you to accomidate you and you still get to just keep going as if they werent there? if thats the case you are nothing like the person i first met on here a year ago and i dont know what to do now

i just dont understand what i do wrong...every time i think i get something good going for myself i always end up getting screwed in the end...i mean seriously am i so undeserving of a lil happiness? is there something wrong with me that makes me unworthy of a lil sacrifice from the one who claims to love me? i wish i knew the answers to these questions but sadly i may never know...im just so sick of this...i just fucking give up