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so im sitting here trying to do my damn history paper which i think is complete bullshit but thats a completely different rant...so anyways as im sitting here i start thinking, which for me is never good, and i just cant figure out what the hell im supposed to be doing with my life...i mean im in college and supposedly these are the best years of my life or some shit like that...well if thats true then maybe i dont wanna see what the rest of my life is gonna be like cuz life pretty much sucks right now...i had yet another fight and those are really starting to take their toll on me...i cant stand it but it just seems to keep happening mostly cuz of me :(



my bank accounts have also begun to dwindle which is making it harder and harder to focus on school when i have to worry so much about how im gonna buy food and pay rent and all this shit...i really wish i could find some way to make all this better but sadly i dont know if or when ill be able to do that...all i can hope is that when i go home for Christmas break in 2 weeks that maybe things will change and i can come back next semester with a much more positive outlook...or at least a way to pay my bills