wow for the first time ever i really don’t want to graduate
im getting kind of scared just sitting here thinking on it. i don’t want to be responsible for me and I don’t want to have to grow up and live on my own. I’ve never thought id ever be on my own or even "grown up", yes I know that i prac did have to grow up already and i can act like I’m 50 but I don’t want to have to at all times i still will be a 4 year old child.
my b-day present was baggage yay me -.- well i do get to see my sisters this weekend but still
i wish everything would just cheer up and get better ^.^ i wish all would magically fix itself.
my dreams r starting to get to me, that is when i sleep. my insomnia is getting worse i sleep allot less and when i do its mainly cat naps. The dreams r just getting freaky on me, so ya.
I wonder what it would be like if certain things never changed a few years back? How would I be? How would I have “grow” differently and that sort? What could have been?
I wish I could just shut things down out of my mind I’m getting tired of all of the thoughts, dreams, emotions, and physical welfare I’m dealing with!
im bored to hell someone save me plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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