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I made tea and never drank it. Maybe I should give up and go to bed.

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madamefate
03:13 Jan 31 2010

lol woots woots thanks for the tea!

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...Hurry! Catch 'em!...um, yeah. Seriously though...wait, did I just say seriously? Well I suppose some of this is serious but mostly it's just complete and under randomness. Is that even a word? Randomness, I should look it up and see if it really does exist or if it only exists in my mind and now, my journal. HAHA! Anywho...onto the actual entry...



I was wandering about Blockbuster this evening and I was thinking of sending a text to a certain someone I'm a tad fascinated with. The bold part of me thinks, "just type what you want and send it." The sheepish part of me thinks, "don't even bother he's totally not into you." Sheepish lost.



The reasoning behind this? A thought struck me as I was having this conversation with myself. If the fear of rejection is keeping you from asking it's also keeping you from ever hearing, "yes." I sent the text, put the invite out, got turned down, but not shut down. He's leaving the door open, just need to figure out when I'll be invited in.



In the meantime, there's plenty more out there to play with.

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faeriemoon
06:59 Jan 27 2010

By the way, did I mention....Oh look SHINY!

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voodoochile
10:59 Jan 27 2010

Lol, yeah, I got that shiny quarter syndrome too. You should be bold and ask him, mistress fortune favors the bold more often than not. Of course she is a fickle bitch at times too and cold cocks your lights out. But live and learn is my motto. And the gods know I have lots to learn even at my age and experience.

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Vampirewitch39
22:07 Jan 27 2010

You had coffee before you wrote this, didn't ya?



*hugs*



Give it time...

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He totally fascinates me and yet I know he's no good for me.



Is it the challenge? To play with the player who underneath it all really is a good guy. I want to get in his head and under his skin.



Takes one to know one I suppose and maybe that's what I'm looking for. Someone who can fulfill my wild streak and settle me down at the same time.



I think I want to understand him so I can understand me.

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voodoochile
11:17 Jan 26 2010

Perhaps he will be good for yoiu. You should at least try him on for size and see for yourself. No risk, no gain.

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Vampirewitch39
13:46 Jan 26 2010

While the brain is saying no- the heart is saying yes. In 10 years do you want to look back and think "If only I had took the chance.." Sooo... shut up brain, let the heart lead. Works out- great! Doesn't work out...then lesson learned the hard way, and next time the brain might win the battle.



BUT...



If you act like every other woman in his world...will he not treat you as such? There is a reason he is not serious about the women in his life. What do you see as the woman he would settle with?



Ok... enough advice...going to get a pop tart now.



:D

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Morrigon
14:00 Jan 26 2010

You're asking if someone who isn't good for you is actually just a challenge?

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faeriemoon
06:46 Jan 27 2010

It's more me putting societies standards on me again. I've really got to stop that.



Societal standards say bad boys aren't good for good girls like me. The problem with that is, I'm not a good girl. I have a wild, daring personality. I want to get out there and live and experience the craziness of life. I live for the adrenaline rush.



Sooo...maybe the bad boys I'm attracted to are good for me after all.

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I'm so tired, stressed out and frustrated I don't even have the energy to go into detail as to why.



The short of it...your title is CNA which stands for Certified Nursing Assistant. Which means YOU assist the nurse, ie: me. It does not mean you argue with me about tasks I ask you to do which are within your scope of practice. It doesn't mean you question my professional judgment. I am the NURSE. I went to college. I have a degree. I have the knowledge to make the decisions about what is best for my patients. You make my job extremely difficult when I not only have to do my work but, follow behind your ass to make sure you've done yours and then clean up the mess you've left behind. Your days are numbered and I'll be damned if you work with me on my team again.

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Vampirewitch39
13:47 Jan 26 2010

Tell it FM... Tell it like it is. :)



I can see you saying this...and I would have to fan my face. I love a strong woman.

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She said I was a mean one. Like Mr. Grinch.



Then offered to take me in so I can cook for her. Just no sex...that's not gonna work. Of course I'd cook anyway because I enjoy it so much.



And then...she called me her hero. Poor boys have no idea what they're in for. ;)

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Vampirewitch39
15:55 Jan 03 2010

LOL- and you made my night. Forgot to tell you that.

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