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once a girl so carefree and happy

never thinking of bad only good

only ever wanted peace

never harmed a soul nice to everyone she meets

there was a cold and cruel lurch in the shadows watching her every move silently wanting her

putting on a song and dance

and putting up the perfect cover

now shes in tears he hurt her so

she can't get over it oh no

she dreams about it every night screaming in the night never escaping it

it forever follows her she gets no relief

she weary with no avail

her eyes forever teary

shes just another noch in his belt

he forgets her but she'll never forget him

no matter how hard she tries he'll forever taint her mind never will she ever be able to forget

she is now and forever in her mind .............

Impure

he reached inside tore out my heart

took that dagger and slashed it beyond repair

i guess i'm meant to be alone

everytime it gets so much worse

i can't trust myself anymore

my heart betrays me so often

i can't even see it coming anymore

my heart is so fragile and has been torn so many times

i just ......

it almost kills me

i can't love

i don't want to hurt myself anymore

the last time was so bloody and brutal i don't know how i even survived

i wanted to die so badly but by body betrayed me and let me live on

is there any part of me that will obey me ?

i'll tear out my heart whats left of it and

lock it away so no one can get to me again

but i know some how my heart will betray me

once again

i can't block my heart

i can only wait for the next massacre of my heart

tears they fall i can't stop them

there salty and bitter

i can't help it i just i feel like nothing

all i can do is cry there is no hope for me

no one told me it would hurt so much

loniness

like a darkness thats never lifted

a weight constantly holding me down

i can't breath i'm gonna drown in sorrow

no reason to fight it anymore just let it in

no desire for life a hallow shell is all i am

no love for me

nothing

only darkness for all eternity

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ladyofthenight
01:47 Aug 13 2009

thats so sad

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