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My Induction
03:01 May 10 2007
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Thank you for allowing my to grace your halls. To the Lord and Lady of Guardians of Darkness.. i shall raise my glass.



I am truly happy at being inducted into the coven of my choice..

Ventrue?
04:26 May 09 2007
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I recently did a quiz to see what vampire clan i fit in with from the Camrilla.. and this was the result.

Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

The Ventrue



Elegant, aristocratic and regal, the Ventrue are the lords of the Camarilla. It was Clan Ventrue that provided the cornerstone of the Camarilla, and it is Clan Ventrue that directs and coaxes the Camarilla in its darkest hours. Even in the modern age, the majority of princes descend from Clan Ventrue. The Ventrue would, of course, have things no other way. In the tradition of noblesse oblige, the Ventrue must lead the other clans for their own good. In ancient nights, Ventrue were chosen from nobles, merchant princes or other wielders of power. In modern times the clan recruits from wealthy "old-money" families, ruthless corporate climbers, and politicians. Although Ventrue move in the same social circles as the Toreador, they do not fritter away their existences in frivolity and idle chatter. The Ventrue proudly wear the privileges of leadership, and stoically bear its burdens. Thus has it always been; thus shall it always be.

silence is the key...
16:47 May 07 2007
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growing up in a traditional home, i never knew how liberating it would be to be able to speak your mind.



"be silent ..."

"be graceful.."

"be beautiful.."

"no eye contact... no talking.. you are on display..."



those are the words that my mother and as well as all the women in my family have spoken to me and told me to be an apprentice to servitude... so many times when i was young... (only 5 at my first memory).. it was put forth that i pick up the arts of husband catching.. and silence was the key.



These ideals were beaten into me for i refused to bow down and submit.. these ideals were my daily meal and taught religiously... but i could not bow..the sound of my mothers voice echoes even when i try to sleep...so irritatingly clear



"A man wants a woman who is quiet, docile.. and the perfect servant. A wife in my culture is all things... sex toy, cook, housekeeper, the bearer of children, nanny, secretary" which led me to think.. "hell she is even a proud member of his sick harem... "(i do not lie, those in my culture still believe in multiple wives for one man...)



..but what she is not... is appreciated.. thought of.. loved.. or even cherished.



Very rarely do you find a man and woman who is devoted wholeheartedly for the well being of their better half.. and i have kicked and punched just to break the silence.



My own father had tried to americanize all of my brothers and sisters and myself .. and truly i am grateful.. I cant imagine the life i would have.. especially since all i would be is a hole for a man to take his shit out on.



So F**K you to all the bastards who think that they can control me.... F**k you to all the losers who think they deserve me.... im waiting for the right man... a man who will enjoy my prescence, the eye contact... the fact that i refuse to be silent...i am not a door mat.. i am not a toy...i am not a portrait for perfection and i will never be...



I am a woman... so hear me roar!

16:33 May 07 2007
Times Read: 526