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its been so long since i last wrote,

i lost my sanity

i dangled from the edge

barely holding on

until finally you all pushed me down

you smiled and laughed as i fell

a scream stuck in my throat

i feel the urge to let it out

to scream and scream and scream and scream

but what will do for me?

you never bothered to see before

just how truely brocken i was before

so why will this time be any different?

as i fall i see you all

i fell for you all

so you could keep your sanity

your safety

but what about me?

i feel the wind rush by me

falling

falling

falling

i close my eyes

all this time ive fought for that last shred of sanity

and still you broke me even more than before

ive struggled so for you

but what about me?

who struggled for me?

who fought for me?

who understood me?

who comfortaded me?

who stood by me?

i open my eyes

NO

NO MORE

IM DONE

grabbing a branch near me and hold on

i start climbing back up

it will be hard

it will be difficult but no more

i stand for myself now

i fight for myself now

i will understand myself now

no more

you pushed me off that cliff

dont expect me to save you again

from now on hunny

youre on your own



time for me to finally save myself.....