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you ask me why i dont cry

its because ive run out of tears for you



you ask me why i dont want to be with you anymore

its because youve brocken me and honestly theres nothing left of me for you or me or anyone else



i remember clearly you once said you wanted to be my knight in shining armor.

i told you i didnt need one

you said youd do anything to save me

but when i did need saving you where the one to push me

you watched me fall and fall.

you heard my silent screams and did nothing

you turned away

pretended nothing was wrong



and you proved me right.

when it came down to it i saved myself. i picked myself up. dusted myself off and kept going.

you hate that im not crying

you hate that im laughing

you hate to see them all around me

admiring what you left behind



now you want me back?

sorry it doesnt work that way



and no im not happy to see you so low

i dont feel pleasure from it

its quite the opposite actually

it kills me to know i cant help you anymore

because i dont want to give you false hope

i dont want to be so destroyed again by you



im sorry i dont cry for you anymore



like one of my favorite bands say

"i cried you a river, now cry me an ocean"

cant believe i gave you another chance

i knew better than that

just to show what you get when you put your feeling before rationality

you say you love me yet you did all these things to hurt me

then hid them all from me

so sad you didnt even have the balls to admit what you did

and worst.

you blamed me for it

youre mad cause you say im the one who threw this relationship away.

but baby youre the one that fucked up

youre the one that lost me

and trust me sweetie im the best thing that has ever happened and will hapen to you

your own family has said so

and whats with all these people judging me and giving me dirty look

how about you try to find out the whole truth before you judge

and even then its not your place at all to talk shit

this isn't your relationship

and if it was you wouldnt want someone judging you for what you know you did right

i wasnt the one to fuck up

sorry baby you did

and you'll be sorry you lost me

i know im not the greatest but fuck

i gave you everything you ever wanted and apparently that wasnt enough for you.

and whats with all these songs youre posting?

youre posting my favorite songs

and these songs that say you know you lost someone and your drunk so youre gonna cuss out the new guy in the girls life??

wtf?

maybe when you honestly apologize ill be your friend at least

but not when your giving me these fake ass apologies

sorry but im not gonna waste my time this time