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how? how do i stop what i know is to come? how can i stop them from hurting her as theyve hurt me? so many miles seperate us but i still wish to protect her to know shes safe. we both know whats to come. how can we prevent it from happening? how to stop it? i know what its like, i dont want her to feel the same. to know what its like. to be forever scared. for ever damned by those misserable bastereds. how to stop what must be? i dont want her to suffer what ive gone though, not even for half a second. to be so tortured and abused. to be for ever scared. a wound that will never truely heal. that will constantly bleed when poked at. a wound that you try so hard to hide and over come. to put behind you but itll always be there ready to grasp you and throw you back into the darkness and despair. how to stop the unstoppable? how to stop it from so far? please i beg of you dont do it!!!

to an old friend one long ago lost one long ago loved. to the one i still admire and respec to the one true friend that stayed beside me for the centuries that past and the centuries to come. i bid of you to come, come and speak to me. forgive me for my stupidity i begg of you to show yourself. i begg of you to come to me to remember the years past. please come forth and speak to me for i shall be for ever lost with out you by my side my dear old friend. my brother.