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i close my eyes see before me a thousand traggedies. see how billions of people are tortured over and over, yet they dont die they continue to live being tortured by others. look deep into the flames and see your future see were you will spend the rest of eternity. i am un able to look away from the tragedies before me. unable to see them, i am the key to the next world, i stand between heaven, hell, earth, purgatory between all of them watching others lead their lives. watching so many die over and over, watching others live in peace. i stand in hell watching so many suffer. i close my eyes and see them, see the images rerun in my head. i am unable to look away watching every grusem thing. i feel arms close from behind me, startled i turn around what or who was that? was that a flash of tranquility i just felt and saw?? what was that?? i am awakened from my daze by the scream of a man. i turn in time to see some one tear off another pice of his anatomy. i mourn for the poor man, before i sleep and in my dreams i see it again and again that poor man what sin did he commit to deserve such punishment?

my soul is scared see all the scars that cover every inch of me. dont say its beautiful because then i know youre lying to me, for my dark soul is covered with scars ,scars left to me by my life. lessons ive learned. this soul so dark and broading still bleeds from the cuts they dont seem to close. theyre open and bleeding. i feel my life oozing out of me, why wont the walls stop spinnig. i need stabble ground i cant continue like this. why wont the room stop spinning? please make it stop!! i fall to the floor under the slap ive just been given, i spit out more blood. see how he grabs the blade and makes another cut to me, another cut among so many. its deep he knows that way it wont close. itll continue to bleed and bleed just like the rest. i stand i wont quit i know ill find stabble ground one day, that soon the room will stand still and the wounds will heal. even if the scars will remain the wound will close one day i wont give up not now. not after ive come so far......

The dark night shines with the beautty of the moon and stars. The wind blows bringing the storm with it. I sit on the cliff watch the waves crash against the bottom. Watch the the wind bing in the dark black clouds. I shiver as the wind carreses my skin. The wind increases blowing my hair in its direction. I continue to watch the the clouds darken, watch them cover the night sky with all its shining stars and cover the light of the cresant moon. Rain begins to fall soon increasing in speed from a light drizzle to a full storm. I sit at the cliff getting drenched as the wind blows and the rain falls down upon me. Watch the now voilent waves crash against the cliff. Feel the vibrations of the sudden action. The storm increases and yet i continue to sit there. I watch as the edge cracks and then falls before me. Desapearing in the water, another pice crumbles and falls yet i sit there though i know that the next pice will carry me with it. I feel the edges start to crack but they still hold on. But then the storm lightens going back to a drizzle, it soon stops, the clouds clearing away. My hair and clothes now stick to me like a second skin. But though the cliff edge may fall at any moment, though i shiver from the wind on my wet skin and clothes im still there watching the waves. Still watching whats left of the storm and this wonderous night.