my mother to be in-law died last night in her sleep. i miss her, and now my family is more messed up. a mother on my side and a father on my boy friends side. at less it evened out but still i was on better speaking terms with her then my own mother who i never talk . idk i guess im a bit mad she was suppose to be there for my wedding and my first child when i do have one. but now i don't even have her to bug me about getting married on Halloween with everyone dressed up.
Anyways its going to be a sad night. I miss her and wish I could just have one more day with her, one more hug.
is it not sad that the new statistics say that one in 6 Americans live in poverty? to me it makes me look around at my friends and wonder who else is living in poverty and not even being able to make it paycheck to paycheck
sometime I think I pay way to much attention to the little strange things no one else notices. like how allot of the real psychics walk and move differently then a normal person. which is also true for vampires and ect.
though I also think this is why I get myself into so much trouble as my friend puts it I notice the things that normal humans aren't suppose to notice there for I ask questions or act to friendly towards the wrong people. but I can't really complain as that’s how I’ve met a lot of interesting people who are psychics or what not. can't really say that I’ve walked into anything that got me into trouble that I couldn’t find a way out of. mostly I just find I entertain people as they find it unique that I can tell those little things no one else notices about them.
But other times I wonder if I don’t pay enough attention. For example it took me a little to long to realize that they guy I handed my resume to wasn’t all human. Normally I wouldn’t think that was a problem sep for he wasn’t the boss and was a little to eager to take my resume and walk away without saying anything. This accurse was long after I realized that the store was dark and he tended to find creative ways of staying out of the light like walking behind me before I turn around and stand perfectly in the shadow so a normal person wouldn’t relies that he made that move on purpose. However normal people don’t make it a point to hide in the shadows and the corner of the room.
So In the end I tell my friend he just gets that smile pats me on the head and says “fran fran your so special. Please try to be more careful.” to say the less this isn’t the first time I’ve run into trouble with the supernatural so I got the lock or dour speech and be careful for a wile to see if any trouble will come of it. Oh and did I mention that my address was on the resume that I handed to a guy that acted either like a psychopath or supernatural. Oh lifeso fun!!
COMMENTS
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nightwalkerbloodlust
02:44 Sep 27 2011
thats so sad to hear bout ur mom in law