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04:22 Jun 29 2011
Times Read: 422






if heaven is filled with people like you then i will gladly go to hell!!!



truthfully i have said this to someone before and meant it from the bottom of my hating heart. have anyone ever stopped to think if the air heads of the world that think they are better then everyone else and that sex is wrong, emotions are wrong, being an actual person and stepping out of the crowd is wrong, and AND everything that isn't there way is wrong, for only there way will get you to their wonderful land of heaven. that maybe heaven isn't so great if you have to do things there way. not only that but you would have to put up with these air heads and be just as emotionless as you have to make your self to get to heave.



well i think i could skip on heaven. it sounds boring.. having to be perfect.. by the way perfect is boring, just like normal. there is no such thing. and I’m glad. i couldn't stand it if everything was the same. better yet, wouldn't it be frightfully boring if there weren’t any risk. think about it the whole game that you could die at any moment or the odds that something bad or good could happen, doesn't it seem oddly exciting.



i don't know maybe I’m just crazy but i love the world just as it is. not knowing what is going to happen. knowing that i have choices that i can make that can lead me down any number of different roads. nothing being black or white... or gray.. no i think that this world is more colorful then the rainbow and that's what makes it so perfect. i think that to many people spend their life trying to get to these better places but they never relies just how perfect this world already is. and they never take the time to be grateful for what they have because they are to worried about getting to some place that sounds more boring then waiting in the dmv. at less there someone's going to crack every once in a wile and you get some entertainment.



but this whole perfect heaven thing with no risks, no chances, everything being the same to be perfect, filled with the air heads, and ass holes of the world that look down on everyone that they think aren't perfect but never realizing that by looking down it just made them imperfect.. but really its just one big mess that makes no sense.

14:13 Jun 23 2011
Times Read: 426

i'm a little scared about going to my home town. the forest i use to live by was haunted and i'm afraid of brining things back with me when i leave there. or not having a fun time b/c i keep getting attacked by ghost. also i'm afaid that if i take my bf to the forest he wont leave when the big things start coming. *sighs* he's to hard headed. my life as a nightmare.

what dog should i get
20:13 Jun 20 2011
Times Read: 429

what dog should i get?



i am going out to buy a dog in the next few months. so i am trying to find out what would be a good dog. the only thing is there are a million different types of dogs.



so here it is i live in an apartment and i am an active person. so what is a good apartment/ active dog

hate ghost
23:35 Jun 14 2011
Times Read: 434




i hate freaken ghost. GAAAAAAAAaaaa!!!!!!!!!!



they keep messing with me and it's getting on my nerves. not only have they put a bruse on my ankle that goes to the bones and feels like a rock. i'm actually getting worried and thinking i need to go to the doctor to look at this one as it's been there for almost 2 weeks.



but they are starting to bother me at work. and i pretend like i don't see them but, you can't hide everything from you they can hide and watch you 24 /7. and now they are patting me on the head wile i'm at work. does anyone no how creepy and annoying it is to be talking to a real person but have a ghost moving your hat. it's really distracting. and then if you say anything about it everyone thinks your crazy. Ok maybe I am crazy but that’s not the point the point is that it is only 6pm and I’m tired that’s not cool to be tired so early and my ankle hurts from where they did whatever they did. I hate it when they leave burses…



*sighs* and to think I had a good thing going my bf was protecting me at night from them but now he is working at night so now they have free range of me after my almost year worth of ghost free attacks. I miss being able to pretend to be normal and not have ghost bothering me. No I have to learn to deal with them again. And and I have no white sage anymore. Left it all in my mom’s house to protect my little brother.

old soul and death in the past.
23:25 Jun 06 2011
Times Read: 443

"old soul and death in the past.."



its sometimes hard being an old soul. i don't think many people understand this concept anymore.



an old soul doesn't have to be an old person but just a person in general that has been around for a wile. i a person the age of 22 is an old so because i have been reincarnated a few time and remember time before i was born this time around.



and to sat sadly i miss the old days. it really make me sad to see the way the world is turning out.



however i am glad that i meet someone randomly the other day that understood the same concepts as i do. and i did not have to tell this person that i was an old soul or anything.



we where just randomly talking about the direction the U.S. is heading he ways staying that it was sad that so many people had died to make this country free and that they didn't deserve how it had turned out and that we don't deserve what they had tried to give us.



and i continued to say that it doesn't really matter anymore as no one respects anything anymore and it make me sad to see that people don't even respect death the way they use to. at one point death didn't end when the body died. but it ended when people stopped morning that person and they where allowed to pass on. not only that but funerals don’t' even serve that much of a purpose anymore other then to put a person in the ground and to socialize. no more about making sure the decides person is able to pass on.

to get a puppy or not
23:10 Jun 06 2011
Times Read: 445

to get a puppy or not.



i'm not sure what to do. my boy friend is a night person and has finally gotten himself switched to night shift at his work. and i am happy for him. however i don't like sleeping alone.



so i thought maybe i could get a dog and then i wouldn't have to spend the nights alone. however as i start seriously looking into it, the ghost dogs start reminding me that they still live here. I guess it's going to be interesting to see what happens and if i will be able to introduce a live dog in an apartment filled with ghost..