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Mother why do you have to ask me so many questions i dont know why it happened but it did and i know im the one to blame but i just cant talk about it omg i cant breathe im going to have to have an alcoholic drink to calm me down. In my head kims not dead and neither is sammy so why talk about them like they are not here and yes mum he is an evil basterd. I want him to kill himself but at the same time he needs to be alive to suffer for what hes done! just so fucking scared that his sentencing might be short :S I think im going to be scared all my life of everything and everyone :@ yes this doesnt make sense to anyone but me but its helping plus cant find my dairy

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Uzziel
16:22 Sep 28 2012

Clearly a terrible tragedy has occurred here and as one human being expressing compassion for another I send you a *hug*....

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Kim im listening to need you now i remember us listenin to it on your 16th birthday and it reminded you of that idiot and that guy i fancied lol but now its for you. I really do NEED you now more than ever its not fair i just wanna be with you but im scared of dying give me a sign what shall i do? xxxx

kim where are you?? i need to know are you still around? do you want me to join you? please give me a sign ill do anything i dont get it so please help me understand im confused and so lost without you xxx love you forever and always we always said me and you and it will be till the day i die maybe not long if you let me know xxxxxx

well last night i dreamt about you kim you was here but no one else could see you only me and when i was talking to you people was looking at me like i was crazy obviously cos they couldnt see you. then you was gone and i couldnt see you no more so i was crying but anyway that was just a dream in reality i dont think i can feel you around me no more

well last night i dreamt about you kim you was here but no one else could see you only me and when i was talking to you people was looking at me like i was crazy obviously cos they couldnt see you. then you was gone and i couldnt see you no more so i was crying but anyway that was just a dream in reality i dont think i can feel you around me no more

so annoying im just constantly tired yet my mind just wont go to sleep in a way im happyier to force myself to stay awake then i dont have to have the nightmares ive been having. god i dread the nightime its when it all comes back to me, where are you kim? i really need you i dont understand how you could be gone. well i do because i was there when it happened but im still thinking maybe its not real? it feels like im watching somebody else live out my reality does that make sense? well it does in my head and thats all that counts right now. Dont know why im putting it all down here just cant find my dairy plus this is like my online dairy anyway going to maybe try sleep or sit and think god knows

God kim i miss you like crazy ill never forget you just don't really know if i can go on living without you around!! its only been a few week since you've been gone and it doesn't seem real in fact im beginning to think maybe its not but don't worry im not losing grip of my sanity just dont know what to do thats all or even how i should feel?