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I can't explain it. Today, all of a sudden, a wave of grief splashed across my heart. I can't explain it. It feels like a piece of my soul has been taken from me. I feel like something happened to Kae or Sam but I don't know if that's right or not. I just want some explaination for this feeling!

okay, so i'm not too good with words so i'll just write this out the best i can. last year i believe it was, i made up an imaginary being named Demetrious. this was a being for the book i was writing but in realy likfe he was the type of guy i longed to be with. well about 4 monthes after i really got into trying to make him sound as real as possible things started to happen. in my dreams there were just brief glimpses of a guy always trying to get to me some how. i woke up at times with my alterego's, who was the character in my book that he falls for, name writen on the screen of my computer. i had been up until about 4 in the morning reading the night before and i had heard no one enter the room that i was in, yet when i woke up there was all that all over my computer screen. no one in my family knew about my alter ego and my grandmother freaked so she locked everything up before we went to bed and shut off the computer before we went to bed, yet this kept happening. it stopped recently, yet i feel that someone is watching me still