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So everytime i'm with a guy together i'm just one week and then that guy says it's over but now i tought there's more i really had some feelings of that guy he was a friend of mine and i tought it could work out now that i found someone with who i could share my pain and my joy i tought wrong he left me like all the others left me what do i do wrong?

Why do i make everything wrong? I made two of my friends unhappy and now i'm burning inside , my heart aces, i'm feeling sick for who i am. I can't live like this horrible person i am anymore. It's such a pain, and now none want to talk to me again, i tought i could help get them closer together but it turns that i made a huge mistake ......... i tried to help my friends..............i can't do it from where i go now or a little days later....................then none need to be sad abut my miserable things that i have done............then will everyone be happy.......and now i'm lonley i don't think they can forgive me this and i can't ask that from them allso............... so better live alone again like i did before i got friends that in reallity don't deserve me ............ so bye bye and try to live again happy for i'm gone