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My mind is clutterd with thoughts of things of the past. My actions, My deeds, The people who's lives I have afected and taken.

My body is tired and sore as I have fought and waded threw the mud of life. I think that I will stand once again, as the Warrior in me refuses to subcome to the thought of defeat, I will die, Standing, posed for battle, My weapons at the ready, My heart strong. It is now that, when I feel this way I know that I am just as all true warriors, Scared, Lonly, Old, Tired of the battle and of the distruction I bring. I am Alive, If only for a moment. Darkness washes over me, The respect for those who would stand aginst me , Increases. The thunder in my ears, is that of my beating heart, It drowns the screams, and crys of battle. I become cold, compasion in my eyes die, leaveing them hollow, empty,Dead.Standing in blood and body's I survey the chaos I have rought. I close my eye's and awake to a new day. I am home. The battle done, the blood soak'd into the ground bringing new life, Of grass and flowers. The sound of my heart is replaced with the sound of bird's and laffing chirldren. My love, compasion and heart have died, Burried in the mud that is life. I am once again..

Just here, Waiting for the next time I and others like me are needed to do what we do best. Scacrefice our selfs fro the love of FREEDOM.

If you have not been there, Thank someone that was. we died on the battle feilds for you.

Are body's may have returned But we are not whole, Do not pitty us but accept us for what we have done. Help us with out our asking, love us as we are, know that we have changed in a way that can not be explaned or understood by those that have