ya..well i've allready gotten through my friends happenings last week(her running away from ehr abusive father and coming back)so hopefully in the long term it works..but now something worse has happened. my father has left for england on a vacation with his sister and brother in law, and so far he hasn't contacted my mother about wether or not he had made it(he left sunday) so ya..just..freaking out over here it stinks much
my outershell its slowly cracking and my true self might show..the emotion that i always hide behind happy and kind eyes... i can't handle this anymore i just wish i could get refiled and come out as something that would die now i can't do this anymore..one more thing and i'm gonna freak...
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