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Tomorrow will be the first Wiccan holiday that I celebrate. I'm excited, I have plenty of things to harvest tomorrow, flowers and more. I have to make some room in my room to put all of them to dry out.

I also have made a list of flowers and other plants to grow next year.

I looked for some chants to say tomorrow, I have them written down.

There is also a ring of mushrooms in my back yard..

So I'm thinking there are fairys in my back yard.

I'm going to look at some thing to summon the fairys thats if thats what the mushrooms are there for.

Well I'm in a good mood, I hope that tomorrow at school will be good, so that way when I get home tomorrow I will be in a good mood, and go harvest the plants and things.

So to the fellow witches, may tomorrow, Mabon be lovely for you, as I wish it will be for me too.



Merry Meet, Merry Part.



Blessed Be.



My wiccan name is Rain.

Its funny watching people. What I mean, is people don't believe in the rule of Karma. And is is funny, the people who don't believe in it, and are doing other stuff to people, it comes back to them and bites them in the ass... This is halarius!

School so far is good. I just feel alone, because I don't really know anyone.

My classes are okay. Some of my classes.

Oh, I can't stand people yonger than me or even the same age as me. I perfer people a little older that me, not past 4 years though.

And one of my classes is full of freshmen, that is my choir class. I feel like a know it all.

They are so imature. And are getting on my nerves.



If anyone messes with me, I don't know what I'll do.



But It wont be violence.



A teacher friday was attacked by a student, and is in critical condition.



Well I'm getting tired.



And hope to dream of the one I wish to meet.

I have found a spell, it is good, it isn't controlling someones mind. So it would be a great one to cast.

But the one that I found, calls for cirten ingredients. One of them, I do not have. That would be lavender. So now to cast the spell, I need to find lavender. Where, I don't know. But is what I need, I have everything else, but the lavender.

I hope that there is a store here where I live that has lavender. Because I'm almost ready to cast spells. And that is the first one I will cast.

I wonder if a local grocery store has Lavender.

I must find it.

And have to learn how to sew, a small pillow with out a sewing macine.

The first thing untill I get the lavender is to sew the pillow.

I want to get this done before school starts.

And that would be this Tuesday..

And its Saturday.

This is the last few days... School starts Tuesday, and I will be at a new school...... And I don't even know my way around the school, so Tuesday is going to be a bitch.

I'm sad now, I just really wish, that somehow, I could reach Bill Kaulitz and tell him how I feel. I know I'm destend to meet him.. I just wish it was now...

I know that when him and I do meet, we will fall in love. I just wish we could meet now. If only, I could meet him now. I would truly be happy, and feel loved.

I don't love him for money, or fame. I love him for him.

His personaliy, everything but money and fame.

I need him, I love him. If only my wish could be answered. I wouldn't be lonely anymore...

Okay, I finally did one of the house blessings, the one my mom perfered.

So mabye soon I may start Wicca, I hope before school starts...

omg, thats next week....... nnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooooooooooo...........

Over the past week now, I have started to begin on the path to being Wiccan, but I still want to be a Christian. So that's why I'm doing both religions.

But since I already know most of the things in Christianity, I have been studying Wicca.

I'm finding spells, and stuff, reading over and over the Wiccan Redes, basickly trying to memorize.

And I have also been worrying what some of my family members will think, of me, even though I will still be a Christian, but I wonder what they think of me being Wiccan too.

I don't want any spells cast on them to change their minds, and that is against the Wiccan law.

And then there is the fact, school starts back up next week. Ugh.

But, I have to bless the house before my mom will let me go any further into magick.