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Thinking, of how they feel...

22:32 Aug 30 2009
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I'm thinking, about how my family feels right now.. Some of them don't know yet, but some of them do..

This path that I feel I must take. I feel they will change they way they think, feel, and how they love me... Most of my family is Christian. The one I worry the most.. Is my Nana... I love her to death, she's always been there for me, I couldn't ask for a better Nana than her.. (By the way, my Nana is one of my grandmothers, my mom's mom.)..

She see's angels, spirits.. She has had dreams of plane crashes, and so many weeks later, they happend.

My Nana, is a Roman Catholic, She's from San Juan, PR. Which is a provadance of the United States.

I'm just worried, what she will think of me...

I know she will always love me.. I just wonder, what she will do, when I tell her, I'm going to be Wiccan... Although I'm trying to still be Christian and Wiccan. I have the will, so there is a way..

I'm waiting for the right time to tell her, and explane, why I'm doing this, and I hope that she will kind of relax when I say, I will still be Christian, but be a Wiccan at the same time.

I love her, and never want to loose her.

So I'm waiting to talk to her about it, and study more about what I'm doing too.


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Trying to

20:20 Aug 28 2009
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A bit ago, I was trying to decied, what is my wiccan name? I came up with this

Midnight Roses Rain.

So for short

Rain.

But I will go by both, my real name in everyday life, and my wiccan name when I'm doing wicca.


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Trying to decide...

19:42 Aug 28 2009
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I'm trying to decide, what part of Wicca do I want to do. I'm still going to do Christianity too. But I need to figure out what part of Wicca I will do.

I don't want to do anything bad.

I do thank all my lovely friends on here who are witches. They are really great people.

Blessed be to them.

Even though my Mom won't let me do any spell casting till I take care of the evil spirits, I am still studying, that is a very important thing to do, before doing Wicca.


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I think I have it..

19:18 Aug 28 2009
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I know that my Mom has evil spirits following her. And I think I got the thing to keep them away from her.

And I also know what to do to keep any more evil spirits away from the home..

So I feel good right now, after I do this, my Mom might let me really start with two religions, christianity, and wicca. I know its going to be hard but I'm going to do it, i like both religions, can't decide between the two, so I'm doing both. :)


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I think I have it..

19:18 Aug 28 2009
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I know that my Mom has evil spirits following her. And I think I got the thing to keep them away from her.

And I also know what to do to keep any more evil spirits away from the home..

So I feel good right now, after I do this, my Mom might let me really start with two religions, christianity, and wicca. I know its going to be hard but I'm going to do it, i like both religions, can't decide between the two, so I'm doing both. :)


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Ugh

16:20 Aug 28 2009
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Summer Vacation is almost over. I havent even goton my class paper yet. So how am I supposted to know, who my teachers and class room numbers are?



So I'm trying to really enjoy the rest of this summer.

It is going to storm and stuff today.



Today is gray...


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House Blessing From a Friend

16:44 Aug 27 2009
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You can also do a house blessing.



Before you begin, gather the items you'll need.



*

o Sage and cedar smudge if you can find it. If not sandlewood incense will suffice.

o A large feather.

o A new broom, never before used.

o A white candle with matches.

o A small bowl for the smudge stick, or an incense holder

o A small flower, bush, or tree for growing indoors, or planting outside in offering.

o

* Place a small altar or table just inside the door to hold all these items.

o For the Blessing

+ A small bottle of Patchouli Oil



Clearing:

Creating your space, begins with you. Before you can begin any spiritual work, be it a simple mediation or full blown ceremony complete with pomp and circumstance, YOU must be prepared. Being Grounded and Balanced before any spiritual work is essential to both your intent and the effectiveness of you work. So take a few moments to ground and balance yourself internally.



Light candle inside the front door.

Give yourself some room to walk around the table and into the house proper, taking the sage, feather, and broom with you. Put the Patchouli Oil in your pocket.



Some people like to perform this ritual with a partner or friend who can help you.







* Close your eyes and imagine a flame being lit within your own body.

* Imagine your spiritual essence, lighting a flame in your solar plexus. This is your divine light, the spirit within you that will provide the energy to the wick of your candle and the work ahead.

* With each breath you take, imagine the flame inside your being growing stronger and brighter. Until it fills your entire body with it's warmth and bright light.

* Say something like:

o Great Father, Loving Mother,

I (or we), state your name(s), call on you for help ,

to clear, cleanse and protect this home from the muck and mire.

{pick up the smudge stick and present it to the divine forces}



1. Place the smudge over the candle's flame and set it afire.

*

* Say something like:

o Great Father, Loving Mother,

Through divine love and light,

I call upon your great might,

To open this space for your noble charge.

2. Holding the smudge in your left hand, and the feather in your right step toward your door, blow out the flames of the smudge and fan the smoke clockwise around the entrance of your home. Say something like this:





* Great Father, Loving Mother,

I open this humble door,

and remove the past left here before.

*

3. Enter the home and allow your helper to precede you into each room, sweeping it carefully with the broom. Follow your helper, allowing the smoke from the sage to permeate each room. Begin facing North and walk clockwise, fanning the smoke as you go. As you pass a window - open it and allow the energy within the home to move out into the world where it can be dissipated and no longer do harm or affect others again. Dot each corner of the room with Patchouli Oil in blessing. Continue though the house until each room has been entered. End at the back door. Have your helper open the back door and sweep the gathered dust forcefully out the back door. As this is done, say something like:

4. "That which was now is no more. Only Love and Life are welcome here!"

5. Dot the back door with Patchouli Oil, then return to the table at the front door.





Setting the protection:



1. On your table, place the smudge in the a small bowl you selected when you were getting ready for this ritual. Extinguish the smudge by dipping into a little water. The continual energy will be coming from your candle. If you chose to use sandlewood incense, you can allow it to continue to burn, just place it in an incense holder.





* Say something like:

o Great Father, Loving Mother,

I have set forth this protective shield

to guard this home and those who enter

from outside influences. This home is sealed.





Thanking The Father and Mother



1. Many people find it appropriate to honor the spirits and deities that they've asked to assist them. I happen to be one of these people. However, for rituals such as this, giving honor through an offering of life, instead of food can also be appropriate. By that I mean, planting a seed or plant in honor of the deities. One that supports or represents the energy of the deity. In this case, a rose bush or small flowering plant would be an appropriate offering.

* Raise the unplanted bush and present it to the divine forces. Say something like this:

o I give this offering of rose and thorn as my symbol of gratitude and honor.

To the Great Father and Mother whose light and love shall shine through it's pedals of beauty, to remind us all of your unselfish gifts.

Blessings Be to all within these walls as we bless your names.

o



1. Conclude your ritual by grounding yourself and withdrawing your energy.



When you have completed this step, give thanks once more for this sacred space. Then back away and allow your candle to burn out if possible.


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Trying for being two at once...

19:25 Aug 26 2009
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My decition, of doing two religions at once, may be hard, but.. "If there is a will, there's a way." And that is true and how I feel.

The two religions, Christianity, and Wicca.

I know some of you are like that's no possible.

Any thing is possible. What ever it is I have to do to make it work, I'll do it.



I know in wicca, I will need a book of shadows.



And there is alot more studying to do in wicca.



All of this will take time, but I will do it.


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I'm two at once

16:46 Aug 26 2009
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I'm going to try to be two religions at once.

Reason, so my family won't have much of a problem with it.

I like both of the religions, so I have heard of people doing both, so thats what I'm going to do.

I'm going to be a Christian, and a Wiccan, at the same time.

I have to figure all this out a bit more and try to work it out the best I can.

If there is a will, there's a way.

So thats what I'm going to do.


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This past weekend.. Virginia Beach.

18:08 Aug 25 2009
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This passed Saturday and Sunday, some of my family members and I. Went to Virgina Beach. It was fun. Saturday when we got there, one of Hurricane Bill's arms was affecting the beach. Some of those storms were really bad. The waves were really high.



I almost got dragged out into sea on sunday, I was only in the water up to my knee. And a wave came and pushed me face first, I was going back to the spot our stuff was at, the wave made me fall for ward into the sand and water. I laughed at my self.



And later sunday, I was searching for shells in the shore where there was only a little bit of water. A wave came reached up to my knee, didn't drag me that time. But a jelly fish went right by my feet, almost hit me.



I had fun.


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What to do....

16:44 Aug 21 2009
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I have always liked magic. And have always been wanting to go in that direction. But I'm a christian, and my family is chrisitan, some of my other family members are catholic, ect. But none of them are like me and want to do magic.



A few months ago, I was starting to begin magic, or being a witch. And my family and I live with my dad's mom. My dad's father the same year, but before I was born, commited suicide. And he's still here.



When I started the witch thing, evil spirits came into my house, and tormented my mom. So my grandfather, since he has passed away, whent and gathered all my family members who have passed away, and brought them here, and chased out all the evil spirits.



And now once more, I want to do magic. But I don't want those things back here again.



I only want to do good, no bad...



But I can't figure out why I have always been attracted to magic, am I ment to be a witch?

I don't know, I have the psychic ability, but I feel that there is something more about me, that is something about magic.



I just don't want those things back in this house.



I want to do magic, but I'm held back, from doing it because of what happend.



I need some advice from a witch.. To see if they can help me with this...


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An email I recieved.. called, Tequila and Salt.

16:40 Aug 15 2009
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Tequila and Salt (good one)









Tequila and Salt





This should probably be taped

to your bathroom mirror

where one could read it every day.

You may not realize it ,

but it's 100% true.





1. There are at least two people in this world

that you would die for.





2.. At least 15 people in this world

love you in some way.





3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you

is because they want to

be just like you.





4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone ,

even if they don't

like you.





5. Every night ,

SOMEONE thinks about you

before they go to sleep.





6. You mean the world to someone.





7. You are special and unique.





8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.





9. When you make the biggest mistake ever ,

something good comes from it.





10. When you think the world

has turned its back on you

take another look.





11. Always remember the compliments you received.

Forget about the rude remarks.









So...........

If you are a loving friend ,

send this to everyone ,

including the one that sent it to you.

If you get it back , then they really do love you.





And always remember....

when life hands you Lemons ,

ask for Tequila and Salt and call me over!





Good friends are like stars........

You don't always see them ,

But you know they are always there.





"Whenever God Closes One Door He Always Opens Another , Even Though

Sometimes It's Hell in the Hallway"









I would rather have one rose and a kind word

from a friend while I'm here

than a whole truck load when I'm gone.



Happiness keeps You Sweet ,

Trials keep You Strong ,

Sorrows keep You Human ,

Failures keeps You Humble ,

Success keeps You Glowing ,

But Only

God keeps You Going





Mail her back to me





'Worry looks around , sorry looks back , Faith looks up.'

This angel is sent to you.

You must send her to 8 people including me.

In 8 minutes you will receive something you have long awaited.

Have faith.



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I realized

15:35 Aug 12 2009
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I feel bad, I have been getting every thing I have asked for, and my sister hasn't. But now I do realize that all the stuff, hasn't been making me happy. Just making me feel so alone inside.



Its almost like its destroying me in a way. None of it has made me happy.



What I relize I'm missing, is love.



I feel so alone, It makes me feel like dying. But I don't want to die. Its no my time yet.



I just need to meet the one I love. But how, I don't know.



Reasons that hold me back from dying, is my family.

I would tear them apart if I died. I can't even Imagine how they would feel if I died. So I will not die. But I will be in sadness for a long time.



I really feel so alone, lost, depressed.



I need to meet the one I love. He is the only one that can change all this that I feel.


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