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its been awhile again friends. forgive me for that. i often dissapear. its hard to keep track of things sometimes. i dont know where to begin, so ill just blather on like i usually do about the world around me. everyone always seems so miserable. strange don't you think? you'd think with all the money, and power, and entertainment out there that people could muster even a few moments or days of happiness. why so morose? why so angry? the world has always ever done as it wants. turning on and on, unaware or uncaring of the lifeforms that wage silent war upon it's surface. there shouldn't be so much sadness. we live, we die, and we disappear. fade from memory, and are forever forgotten. that is the way of everything. and so in knowing that, why can we not look beyond the veil of tears and pain, and enjoy what we have, while we have it. live in the moment. for the moment. give it everything you have. you are not guaranteed tomorrow my friends. not one of us is. i refuse to return to the ashes of the earth as a fading memory of misery. when the last breath leaves my body, it will leave a man who refused to live miserable. but i guess that wont matter either will it? for when the last notes of my sweet music stop forever and are forgotten, then i will disappear. and it will be as it always was. and as it will always be. so i guess make everything what you want it to be. the power of your life exists solely in your hands. the world will shape you. but you may affect that shape if you choose. become a building block for the next generation, or be trod into the mud and take your place among the useless.