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my brother was a soilder, he died 2 months after he reenlisted, that was 1 month ago. now i have nightmares every night. he told me what was happening where he was and that started them. then he died. ever since then they have gotten so much worse, i wake up screaaming every night just to sneak into my other big brothers room and sleep on his floor. my twin, luna, started cutting again. and my mother has gone crazy, saying we are not her children. why did this have to happen now? just as me and luna were getting better? we finally went back t therapy and stoped trying to kill ourself but now that has all changed. i have also started cutting again. the nightmares get worse everynight and dont show any signs of stopping. my blades and luna are the only things that comfort me. that make the pain go away from my otherwords numb body.

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Kuroiwolf
07:55 Dec 20 2009

If you can learn to lucidly dream you can fight Night-terrors to good effect. That would probably help you out a bit.

Auf Wiedersehen.

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GarfieldsGirl
02:32 Dec 26 2009

I am so sorry for your loss.

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crimsonxxtears
14:59 Jan 08 2010

if u ever need to talk let me know id be happy to help in any way i can im adding u to my friends list by the way

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