“Life isn't finding shelter in the storm. It's about learning to dance in the rain."
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Acheron
Life isnt easy for anyone. Hell I believe it likes to watch us fall on our faces to see if we have enough courage and stregnth to get back up to take another hit. No one is special, no one is different, we all breathe, bleed and die.
We all have our own paths to take, but its not the destination we have to reach, its the journey we take to get to the destination. I am willing to see whats at the end of the tunnel even though I keep falling flat on my face. I have my hardships...what person doesn't? Do I bitch about what I think is bullshit. Fuck yeah I do. Is every little thing that pisses you off worth bitching about?
When I was younger I thought so. Now....not so much. There are a million things that annoy you. May it be the heat of the day to the color of your tongue. If you complain about everything throughout the day...you seem to miss what good came of it.
“I don't suffer from my insanity -- I enjoy every minute of it.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Dance with the Devil
What person doesn't go through moments of insanity? I personally think its those moments that make us laugh throughout the day, or even make you say "Oh shit, how did I get so stupid???" I have many stupid moments where at times I even beat on myself for it. Do I have regrets? Yes...many. But good judgement comes from bad mistakes. You fuck up to learn. I wish you could really know the truth of that statement before you actually fuck up and face the consequences. But oh well like the tide life keeps sailing on.
“It's easy to look at people and make quick judgments about them, their present and their past, but you'd be amazed at the pain and tears a single smile hides. What a person shows to the world is only one tiny facet of the iceberg hidden from sight. And more often then not, it's lined with cracks and scars that go all the way to the foundation of their soul.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Acheron
How true that quote is. But in todays society does anyone truly care enough to actually look that close at a person. People are easily wrapped up in their own lives and drama's that they really don't give a damn. Hopefully humanity will learn to give a shit more then about their own lives and see what pain really goes on in the world.
“Love is deceitful and sublime. In its truest form, it brings out the best in all beings. At its worse, It's a tool used to manipulate and ruin any one who is stupid enough to hold it. Don't be stupid. ”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon
I whole heartedly used to believe that. At times I still do. But what is life without a little risk? Boring and as dead as mine is at the moment. I still have a few wounds to heal before I even consider taking that stupid leap of faith again. I have others to consider first before I do.
Do I date online. No I am no longer that stupid. Do I believe it works for some people? It could but I am not one of them. I am friend material only. Will I change for anyone...NO I like who I am, and If you don't like theres always leaving and never coming back. I dont ask you to change....you dont ask me.
“Forgiveness is the best part of valor...Discretion is easy. It's finding the courage to forgive yourself and others that is hard. [Acheron]”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Dance with the Devil
That is so true, I was once told if I cant forgive, I cant move on. there in lies a problem...if you cant move on, then the one who hurt you has power over you....question is do you want the bastards to win??? For me no. I want to live to be happy and forget what happened. In forgiving the one who hurt you, you in turn forgive yourself. THen you can truly move on to see the true path you are meant to take, no longer stuck in a crossroads.
“The past is dead. Tomorrow will become whatever decision you make it. ~ Acheron.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Acheron
I for one hope I make the right decision for once...Im sick of the bad shit.
“You know, I would date, if I could find a man worth shaving my legs for.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Fantasy Lover
Still havent found that one, damn when I do I think I'll need four razors..Lmao Oh well thats what the cheap ones are for.
“I learned a long time ago not to judge people by what they look like, sound like, or by the clothes they wear. Just because a house is nice and shiny out front doesn’t mean it’s not rotting on the inside.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Infinity
Thats one of the things I truly wish I could say I have always done. People may seem nice, kind, sweet, and harmless. But the mask came off. If something seems to good. You best believe it is.
“Baby, it's either laugh or cry and crying takes way too much energy. If you can't find humor in the shit life heaps on you, you really will grow miserable.”
― Sherrilyn Kenyon, Born of Night
Id rather laugh, and smile then to be miserable for life. So there you have it a piece of me known to you all. Not the normal shit like my height, eye color, weight, or shit like HEY IM STRAIGHT. Which oooo I do have to mention I am. Sorry I like men. Im strickly dickly. If your for into your own sex, then thats for you and I support it a hundred percent. But if your bisexual my personal opinion is your on a fence and dont know what you want. To me its as if you want attention. So sorry if that offends you but thats me. Like I said if you dont like it dont let the door hit you in the but on the way out. No name needed, unless you wish to know me. Though I am rarely on anymore due to work, so oh well. Life goes on.
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