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Cabin by the lake
00:46 May 17 2010
Times Read: 775
in the cabin by the lake,
i was walking,
trying to stay awake,
walking ,talking,
eating candy,
getting a rush,
i heard a noise,
on the porch,
then i saw it,
dark gray,
with a machettie,
watching me,
waiting for me,
through the fire,
without a care,
staring at me,
with a curiouse stare,
woundering why i was scared,
of the legend..the one seen in the movies,
now a days,
as i cry for my life,
it lifts it machettie high in the air,
without a care,
in the cabin by the lake,
you can never escape your,
FATE!
Treturouse Fate
00:46 May 17 2010
Times Read: 776
Waiting,
seeing,
hearing the noise,
of a man,
who killed by choice,
hideing,
scared,
thinking about,
when he will leave,
so i can break out,
of this room,
soon,
before it becomes my tomb,
if i dont do somthing,
im gonna shout,
he walks right by,
with a twich in his eye,
waiting for the time im going to die,
i cant feel my hand,
for he choped it off,
i hate that man,
i know what i have to do,
to get out of this place,
before it becomes my tomb, then i hear a noise,
it struck me with fear,
i heard the noise of a chainsaw near,
i look around and then i see,
the man waiting to kill, staring at me,
i sceam,
i shout,
i claw,
i baww,
please, please,
leave me be,
and then he said to me,
leave you be...no ma'am ima set you free!
waiting,
seeing,
hearing the noise,
of the chainsaw,
that tore me in two,
why,
did i have to stop to help that man,
why didnt i just keep driving,
why didnt i listen,
listen to you.
A Torn Heart
00:44 May 17 2010
Times Read: 777
As i walk down the road
I find myself thinking of you
Thinking of your smile
Your voice, your hair, your face,
I find i have no control
Of what had happend
Whatz to come
I find myself dwelling in the past
Remembering the time we spent together
I find it hard to forget you
As i walk down this road
I find it hard to forgive you
And what u did
You ignored me
Left me alone
Didnt say why
You didnt even try
Seeing you now
Makes me wanna cry
I find it hard to forgive you yes
But as i walk down the road
I find myself thinking
Tho it hurts me so
Im better off alone
What Is Love?
00:44 May 17 2010
Times Read: 778
what is love,
but just a word used to much,
but not ment enough,
love is nothing but a lie,
most guys use,
when they lie,
love is what every girl wants,
and what they always give,
love is not an emotion,
but a fib,
love is all we want,
but haterid is all we get,
love is just an excuse,
for guys who abuse,
love is not an emotion,
not to me,
for if it was,
we all would be,
Truely Happy.
A Friends Betrayal
00:44 May 17 2010
Times Read: 779
as i lay here all alone,
my body turning cold,
i notice a change in how i feel,
i find i have no control,
then i saw you,
outside your car,
down the road,
which wasnt far,
i find myself waiting,
watching, seeing what you were doing,
where you were going,
and with one blink you were gone,
i stand there staring,
what had happened,
where had you gone,
i turned around,
feeling something watching
i turn back and look,
nothing was there,
i start to walk without care,
i felt something near,
i look back,
nothing was there,
i walk to the corner,
i hear footsteps,
i turn to look once more,
but nothing, no one was there,
so i walk a little more,
i turn back just once more,
i see something running twards me,
i scream,
but no sound,
i try to run but i cant move,
i look down seeing nothing,
as i look up i see myself,
as the figure i know as me falls to the ground,
it was the moment when it happened,
when i became a mere memory,
of what had happened,
that horrid night,
when i lost my self,
to the cut of a knife,
from someone i trusted most,
my best friend,
we were really close,
as i lay there all alone,
my body turning cold,
i hear you laughing,
shouting, crying,
as you turn and run,
leaving me behind,
your friend,
covered in blood,
my soul will always remember,
the night when you hurt me,
your one true friend,
forever and always,
until the end.
As Her Body Fades Away... So Does The Trust She Had Yesterday
00:43 May 17 2010
Times Read: 780
Roses are Red,
Violets are Blue,
a broken heart,
torn in two,
the blood rushing,
down the spine,
of a girl whos sick of lies,
from a guy,
which she thought,
she loved alot,
with one cut,
to heal the pain,
she splits open a major veign,
motionless,
as she lay on the floor,
she thought to herself,
as she fades away,
no more suffering no more pain,
for when all is said and done,
she had relized,
that he was not the one,
Roses are Red,
Violets are Blue,
the blood of a broken heart,
washes away into distrust,
as the body of the broken hearted,
fades away,
so does the trust she had yesterday.
Red Is For Love?
00:43 May 17 2010
Times Read: 781
Red is for Love,
Yet the color of Blood,
Its what your face turns,
When you Cry a little to much,
Red is the color,
That gives Red-Heads their Major Attitude,
Red is the Color,
That Most people look good in,
And so do You,
But when you say Red is for Love,
How can it,
When Red is the color of Flames,
That Burn down houses,
And Kill happy familys,
Red is the color of Blood Shed and Chaos,
So why does it Stand for Love,
When to many people get Hurt,
The color Red is Always there,
Making people Lie,
Cry,
And Makes us all Fear the Future,
What is to Come.
The Law Of Love I Shall Abide
00:42 May 17 2010
Times Read: 782
High on life,
Feeling Good,
On Cloud Nine,
With out worrie,
Knowing that you'll always be there,
With not a care,
The smell of Love is in thee Air,
Floating so high,
Never to Cry,
For I have you,
By myside,
The Law of Love I Shall Abide,
Never to Lie,
Cheat or Break your Heart,
Though one day you may Break mine,
Not just a word,
But a feeling,
For when I here your voice,
I feel as if I can touch the ceiling,
Which is Impossable for me,
For I am much shorter than thee.
Blood The After Effect Of A Lie
00:41 May 17 2010
Times Read: 783
Falling so hard so fast,
For a guy,
I thought the Love would last,
Hearing Rumers,
Seeing the Lies,
From the guy,
Whom I truely Loved with All my Heart,
Peaceful like a Dove,
Till one day,
He wasnt thinking straight,
Hearing what i dreaded to hear,
Fearing all there is to Fear,
I thought I knew what was going on,
Until the words dawined apon my mind,
From a Girl ,
What she told me,
Now makes me wanna Cry,
My Heart has turned Stone Cold,
Cracking and Bursting with hate,
As the Blood runs down this Heart of mine,
Is it Fate,
Or the cause of that one true lie,
That made you say goodbye,
To Thi one who Truely Loved you
without Lie.
Stop The Drama
00:41 May 17 2010
Times Read: 784
stop the drama,
its getting old,
and you have been told,
that i dont care,
no matter if i was the only one listening,
the only one there,
at the time when you decide to talk,
about people behind their back,
heck for some one who talks alot of smack
sure cant back it up
and thatz a fact
cant we all just get along
or is that too much to ask
to all the trash talkers in the world
think before you speak
think of who your gonna hurt with your lies
your so cold hearted
you have no feelings
in those dark eyes
your truely evil
you dont care
who you hurt in the process
in your distruction
with all those lies
told with your evil eyes
if you dont want to stop the drama for them
then stop the drama for me
because its just childish
to make up lies
and hurt people in front of me
im friends with you both
but i cant take the bickering any more
Just stop it....
STOP IT.... I CANT TAKE IT ANY MORE!!!!
Mad at me for Loving you
00:40 May 17 2010
Times Read: 785
the truth is out, and i start to shout,
at you, for all you did, acting just like a kid,
hurting you like you hurt me,
screaming for all Eternaty!
-
(chorus1)
Hearing you,
Seeing you,
Believing you,
You lied, to me,
You will be, Sorry,
For what you did to me!
-
You think, your all grown up,
You think, your more mature than me,
Well guess what Boy,
I'm way more mature, than you will Ever, Be!
-
(chorus2)
Hearing you, (hearing you)
Seeing you, (seeing you)
Believeing you, (believing you)
You lied, to me,(lied to me)
You will be, Sorry, (you will be sorry)
For what you did to me! (what u did to me)
You never Loved me! (never loved me)
-
(instrument break)
-
You stand there mad at me,
What had i done to you?
Besides Love you
I thought you did to,
Now i cant stand the sight of you,
Go away, go break the heart of another girl!
-
(chorus3)
Hearing you,
Seeing you,
Believeing you,
You lied, to me,
You will Never be,
With me.
-
(Drum or Electric Guitar solo)
-
(bridge)
Seeing is believing and you are desieving
Im glad that your leaving
You better watchout for me
For im gonna hurt you, Like you hurt me!
-
(chorus1)
Hearing you, (hearing you)
Seeing you, (seeing you)
Believing you, (i Loved you)
you lied,to me, (i never lied to you, but you lied to me)
you will be, sorry, (will be sorry)
for what you did to me! (for what you did to me)
-
(chorus2)
Hearing you, (hearing)
Seeing you, (seeing)
Believeing you, (i truely loved you)
you lied,to me, (i never lied)
you will be, sorry, (sorry)
for what you did to me! (what you did to me)
You never loved me (Did you love me)
-
(chorus 3)
(band sings, singer speaks)
Hearing you, (smiling when your near)
Seeing you, (wishing you were here)
Believeing you, (listening to your lies, looking into Gorgouse eyes)
you lied,to me, ( Falling deeper in Love, with you)
you will be, sorry, (i wish i had forgiven you)
for what you did to me! (though my heart is breaking, i still want this love to work)
You will never be, with me (i will always Love you, though you hurt me.)
-
<3Your Dark Angel<3
00:40 May 17 2010
Times Read: 786
Flying so high,
In the darkness of the night,
All alone And full of fright,
Her heart broken,
By the one she loved,
Her heart peaceful as a dove,
Awaiting the day,
When she can forget,
What he had done,
To the only one who loved him Truely and Eternally,
Endless love she had for him,
But when she saw him,
She couldent stand to be near him,
Deep down she was hurting inside,
Always crying,
Her heart slowly dieing,
Till the day,
When she forgave,
Thi one whom she would always and Truely love,
For all eternaty,
flying In the night,
Her heart full of fear and fright,
The dark creature living among the broken hearted,
To try to fix,
All the lies,
Fully restored,
Living by the shores,
Of the ocean,
Not mortal nor Immortal,
But a spirit waiting for the day,
When her Dark Lover,
Would come to fix what he had broken,
And make amens,
With the one whom he loved,
More than she could ever understand,
For True Love has NO ending,
For it is Eternal,
Never to end,
For if it did it would surely not be true,
Says thi Dark Angel,
Whoms Love for him,
Will never die,
For I am Your Dark Angel,
And im watching over you,
In the darkness of the skys.
2 poems00:40 May 17 2010
Times Read: 787
Wolves
They usually travil in packs,
But not tonight,
For the moon is full on all hollows night.
with Clouds so gray and stars so bright,
You can see their teeth glisten,
And their eyes glow,
Like a brand new light shinning off the snow,
It howls at the sky to let u know its there,
Down by the riverside,
Waiting to scare.
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Night
In the darkness of the night,
I hear the noises and see the light,
of the moon and the stars,
then i hear a single howl,
of a wolf by the river,
he looked at me with his glowing eyes,
and all grew quiet in the skys.
The Meaning of Love
00:39 May 17 2010
Times Read: 788
The meaning of love,
Cannot be Understood,
By those who have not expirenced Love its self.
In order to Understand the Meaning of Love,
You must go through the struggles,
Experience the pain,
of Losing the one you Love many times,
for Random reasons.
not really Understanding why it happens,
Why the Pain.
Trust me of all people.
I went Searching for the meaning,
the Love.
all I got was a Fist Full of Pain.
Heart Ach.
But as you know, if you dont try, to find the one,
Someone to Love you as much as you Love them
you'll be alone Forever,
Never to be Happy.
But if you find the one,
to Love you like you Love them,
they're soon Hurt you
over and over
again and again
but you keet Loving them,
Knowing Without them your Nothing,
Empty.
Like a can of soda after its gone
it didn't take long
for the Love to Disapear
I Wished it would Stay
Forever and Always
but I soon learned different
as I Watched the Love we shared, Fade away
like the view of a Boat as it crosses the large bay
like i said before
The Meaning of Love
Cannot be Understood
By those who Haven't Experienced Love its self
I went searching for Love
I soon Found out the hard way
How Painful Love really is
It shows no mercy
No regret
How Love works
Is a mystery
I will Never Forget
Behind Glass Window
00:39 May 17 2010
Times Read: 789
very small,
very gray,
with a big tail,
and little paws to run,
on his wheel,
in his ball,
i bought him from the mall,
in the pet store,
he lay and wait,
for a person,
ready to play,
ready to luv,
ready to feed,
because thatz what he needs,
someone to luv,
and to luv him,
ready to take care of a little guy like him,
sitting alone in the store,
about to lose hope,
and wait no more,
when all of a sudden a girl walks by,
telling here mother,
that she wanted that little guy,
thatz sitting alone in the store,
the cut little guy in the cage below the hamsters,
so cute and ready to leave,
with a girl who,
will take him home,
and take care and feed,
the girl named him trouble,
and he was fine with that,
for he had a new family,
and he loved that fact,
but now the only thing,
that he had to worry about,
was their cat.
Constant Little Reminders
00:38 May 17 2010
Times Read: 790
The Pain cuts you deep,
Like a knife,
as you carve down deep.
Slow and Painful,
as your heart Trys its best to heal,
fixing small tears in the middle,
Everywhere.
When all is said and done
your Life with Scars,
with tons of Pain,
Hopeing that one day
the pain would Go Away.
Never doing so,
for the pain you felt,
leaves a Perminent Scar
Never to be fixed,
Always there,
a Constain reminder of all the pain,
Suffering,
Heart Ach,
Love.
Deep depression is re-occuring
Never really Fixable
Never really Forgotten
Always there,
a Constaint Reminder of what we had,
And the Pain,
That Tore my Life apart
As Tears Fall
00:38 May 17 2010
Times Read: 791
Apon a dark stormy night,
stares a girl out the window,
stareing at such a sight,
walking out on the front porch,
watching as metors fall.
everyones screaming,
running away,
here comes a huge one,
heading for the bay.
crashing into the water,
hearing a big crack,
as the people look back,
to seeing a wall of water,
increasing in size,
more and more,
picking up speed as it heads for shore,
crashing on the land,
as it wipes out the town,
and the whole world real quick.
leaving the girl,
floating a mile off the ground,
all alone no one around,
last person on earth,
not making a sound.
tramatized as she waits in awww,
as a single tear falls,
down the side of her cheek,
into the sea of death below.
sitting on drifting wood,
on the water,
there she stayed,
holding a dead flower
morning the souls lost.
stareing out the window of her home,
a unique individual,
soon to be all alone,
on her own.
she watched out the window,
as her Preminition comes true,
as a tear slides down her cheek,
for the ones she knew,
and for those whom she never got the chance to.
Wasted Life
00:37 May 17 2010
Times Read: 792
i use think,
that i knew it all,
turns out i was wrong,
i knew alot less than i thought.
i just dont understand,
how life works,
we put ourselves out there in the world,
only to get hurt.
getting over the people we loved,
is harder than it seams,
more painful,
than watching my dreams,
fall apart,
dont no where to start,
my future,
my past,
my present day life.
cuting me away,
fading life.
being as happy as i can,
though i know i can't,
life's a waste when you dont take it seriously,
sitting around all day,
moaping,
crying,
playing computer games.
got to stop the pain,
some how,
some way,
its been about 5 weeks,
5 full weeks of pain,
and i dont think its gonna happen again.
unknow future,
unknown past,
what the heck am i gonna do,
this pain cannot last!
make it go,
take it away,
ill shut my mouth forever,
just Don't Let It STAY!
Flying with the Angels
00:37 May 17 2010
Times Read: 793
little girl,
age of 9,
crying on the playground.
swinging high,
wanting to fly.
wishing she had somebody to talk to,
lieing,
screaming at him, for lieing to her.
he told her he’d never lie, to her.
nor break her heart.
guess thats one promise,
ment, to-be broken.
sitting all alone,
with no one to call her own,
crying, for the one whom she longed to be with,
heart full of pain.
breaking, from all those games,
never too love the same way again.
mother of two,
age of 35,
swinging high on the same swing,
been a while since she tryed again.
not since her husband died.
swinging high,
wanting to fly.
falling off the swing,
crying in pain,
once again.
never again she says,
as she gets up,
dusting off herself.
No more games,
Not for me,
as she walks away.
only to come back another day,
as she hops back on that swing.
one last try,
before i die,
age of 99,
swinging high,
wanting to fly,
with the angels,
far a-bove the sky.
giveing up compleatly,
letting go of her dreams.
falling to the ground
never getting up,
never making sound.
Last Sun-Rise
00:37 May 17 2010
Times Read: 794
the suns going away,
down below the horizon,
by the bay.
day by day,
it sits in the sky,
all alone,
haveing no one,
nothing, to call itz own.
burning endlessly,
as the years slowly glide by,
staying bright,
yet depressed,
all of the time.
terminateing everything it touches,
whatever comes near.
not meaning to,
just wanting to play,
but cursed with the flames,
burning,
as it slowly fades away,
into darkness and dismay.
never to be understood,
for its dieing, fading.
slowly, soon to be painful.
aching through the night,
the Last Sun-Rise,
is about to take Flight.
Someone to Understand
00:36 May 17 2010
Times Read: 795
take me by the hand,
take me far away,
tell me you love me,
and that everythings gonna be ok.
i need someone to help me understand,
whatz happening,
whatz going on,
past, present,future.
as the sun rises in the sky,
the color of passion and love,
purple fusion pouring from my heart,
my mind,
binding my body and soul,
to my actions,
my mistakes.
burning endlessly,
ripping through the atmosphere that is my heart,
putting up my walls,
shielding myself from pain,
never letting it in,
never again,
awaiting the day,
when i can finally say,
my true feelings again,
until then,
i need someone to understand me,
understand my pain,
so take me by the hand,
take me far away,
tell me you love me,
and that everythings gonna be ok.
what you deserve
00:36 May 17 2010
Times Read: 796
wasted time,
wasted life,
pain cutting deeper,
try to save my life,
scared as you stand their watching,
as i fly into the sky,
as the blood trickles doun,
the sides of my face,
tears of blood,
love how they taste,
call me crazy,
that i may be,
but thatz a complement in my book,
compared to what i've been called,
dumb scum of the earth,
wasted space,
trash,
and even pimple face,
i dont care what you call me,
it dont bother me at all,
after all you soon will realize,
your the one to talk,
you'll get whatz comming to you,
one of these days,
when i become rich and famous,
you will pretend,
and say that you were my friend,
but then ill speak up and say,
with a smerk on my face,
who is this person,
calling me friend,
saying they know me,
well think again,
you must be crazy,
lieing like that,
get the heck away from me,
before i take you out back,
and attack your sorry butt,
for treating me like that.
alls fair,
you get what you deserve,
so when will you treat me fairly?
you know i more than deserve it.
The Sacrafice for Love
00:35 May 17 2010
Times Read: 797
tears,
blood,
anger,
hate,
vampires eating flesh,
death takeing lives,
souls screaming helpless goodbyes,
afterlife dont know where we go,
reincarnation into something better,
never knowing what your actions trigger,
in your future,
carefully planning, thinking out my next move,
like a video game,
endlessly playing the game of my life,
what will happen if i do this horrid thing?
the consequence,
what do i have to pay by doing the wrong thing,
my life?
or my future?
both to be taken as a punishment,
no life ahead,
only death and blood-shed.
tasteing it as it pours down my cheeks,
salty like the sea,
tasting it more and more,
as i grow these pointy teeth.
craving blood,
sprouting wings,
sheding my clothes as i fly to a store,
hopeing they have what i need,
black tanktop,
red fish-net sleeves,
short black skirt with some chains,
black boots,
that come to the knee.
dieing my hair,
black with red bangs and streeks,
ready to leave,
as a necklace catches my eye,
two hearts hanging on it,
reminding me of my past life,
human life.
grabbing it adding it to my new wardrobe.
flying off to feed,
on unsuspecting people of my past,
making them pay,
finally,
atlast.
finding the one who made me this way,
my master,
my lover,
my friend,
sitting alone as i watch the sunset,
when will i ever see my family?
will i ever again?
no you cant,
says a voice from behind,
they wont except you as you are now.
from this moment on you are mine.
agreeing with my master,
as we sit and watch the day turn to night,
and our future together is soon to take flight.
Build the Love (save me the Heartbreak)
00:35 May 17 2010
Times Read: 798
i dont know what to say,
i feel incredibly happy today,
what did you say,
what did you do,
to make me feel as i do.
i no longer think as i use to,
anger is no longer,
your love just makes me stronger.
empty my mind,
rid it of all the bad,
the evil,
the confusion.
just stop and watch,
as my future un-ravels before my eyes,
only truths,
no more lies.
your my guy,
im your girl,
this thing we have together,
is the best thing in the world.
as the future draws near,
ill build it up,
high in the air.
build it thick never to break,
just to keep it here,
forever and ever.
ill built up the love,
more and more every day,
just continue to say those things to me.
the sweet words of truth,
just be sure their real,
if not stop it now,
dont continue,
i cant take any more pain,
no more sorrow,
save me the heartbreak .
A Fearless End
00:34 May 17 2010
Times Read: 799
pouring down washing away the pain,
making the blood drain from my face,
as crys of terror start to reign.
all is quiet through the town,
as the fire rises up,
and the water rushes down.
becoming one as they smash together,
like a pair of doves,
but with great terror.
they ask of me as i am not seen again.
somebody i use to know,
one of my good friends.
crying in the night,
flames of hatered,
rains of love,
passion of romance rises above.
unknown future,
unknown death,
but when it comes to be,
the fear will not be.
no, no.
no fear from me.
and soon you will finally see,
that you belong with me.
speak00:34 May 17 2010
Times Read: 800
speak your mind
leave the past behind
as you take the next step in life.
why make this difficult
why drag it on
why lie to me,
i never lied to you.
when will you understand my pain,
if not now when?
when im cold and dead will you get it?
with the pain rushing through my veins,
blood cold as stone on thee highest of mountain tops,
breathless,
confused as all heck,
the sound of your voice now sounds shivers down my neck.
frightened of my future,
what will be?
when will you finally see?
when will you actually love me?
just as much as i love thee.
trust n' me...
and i will trust n' thee.
until you do i dont know for sure anymore,
whether to trust or to not.
when will you see.... you mean everything to me.
it is unsure...
that what you say is of the truth..
but i guess ill have to wait and see..
till them will you just please,
speak the truth,
tell me no lies,
trust n' me,
be my guy.
falling into the darkness00:34 May 17 2010
Times Read: 801
on the top
high above the ground
staring straight down
breathless as i take a step tward the edge
looking back to see if you've come
stop me from doing wrong
make me understand what it is you feel
what you believe
what it is that you see instore for us
are you just in it for a 1 time romance
or here for me, for life
help me take me by the hand
lead me away from what seems to be the end
make me see the truth
look me in the eye
tell me
just say it
only to be ment
not to fake
staring off the edge a step is taken
one more chance
one more day
one more time to say
whether or not it is me you feel
or another whom wishes to steal
no one near
all away
no one coming
to save the day
one last word
as a jump is taken
off the edge
perpetual death
over and over once again
diving of the edge of my emotions
into a pool of blood
crys
moans for freedom
acks of pain
never to swim up
drowning from the lies
the confusion
stuck once again in the darkness
never to be let go
never again
gone forever
empty
motionless layin at rock bottom
giving up never to stand
never to wake
frozen in a time that cannot be understood
the time of love
hate
passion
deseption
never will understand this life
never again
gone
Never Alone, Yet On Her Own
00:33 May 17 2010
Times Read: 802
tears of blood fall from thin eyes
the cause from all thi hatred
all the lies
craving the love from hate
one whom cant love more than life
less than death
what will come
what shall be
how much meaning
how much life
less than love
more than death
the tears of blood pour down thi cheek
tasteing of salt
no sound is made as you feed on flesh
feeding your hunger
emotionless as you take lives of those around
running of free will
stoping by the bay
as you watch the sun hoplessly fade
into the cold depts of the sea
with the blood pouring down your face
out your mouth
what have i done
what will be the price paid
the cost of two hoplessly bound lovers
no more life
no more blood shed
tis the time to stop the evil
stop the feed
keep the blood inside your veigns
keep what you feel beneath
never let it be seen
nothing but harm can come
when all is said and done
you are the only one
nothing can stop you
nothing can change you
nothing no one can Save you
for 1 night00:33 May 17 2010
Times Read: 803
something i should have known,
people aren't always as bad as they seem,
give them time,
be patient,
they'll come around,
and act as they mean.
just a matter of time,
not all as bad as i thought,
much cooler than i imagined,
some more than others,
some much less,
as this school year comes to an end,
i cant help but think of those whom i have befriended.
those whom i have fallen for,
those whom i have lost touch,
and others whom i will miss very very much.
so as my last request,
before i put my thoughts to rest,
can we all for just one day,
say what we mean,
what we feel,
how we feel,
weather we feel,
if at all.
what are you feeling at this moment n time,
as you become etched into my heart,
as i become a memory to my past,
and a future to present.
promise00:32 May 17 2010
Times Read: 804
the meaning for my feelings,
its hard to explain,
i cant begin to tell you how much pain,
how much i feel,
my life is hard to explain.
i try to tell you everything,
i try not to cry,
i try to make you see,
that you mean the world to me.
i have to say,
i cant take the pain,
like you thought i could.
i have so much to tell you,
but i cant begin to explain,
but with time i hope we can clear things up.
my future is no problem,
not at all,
but now my past its the worst,
i just cant tell you it all.
not right now,
at this point in time,
but you should know,
i will come clean,
in due time.
i made a promise i intend to keep,
ill love you forever,
ill tell you the truth,
even if it takes me some time to explain,
ill do my best to show you what i mean.
i said i have many problems,
i have so much on my mind.
i made a promise to you last night,
i will honor it,
one promise that i will try not to break.
i shall not hurt my self,
though the pain i feel is unbareable,
as long as your here i will live on,
but if you go,
i will be no longer.
i know you said never would you leave,
forever with me you would be,
but time can change your mind,
but it will never change mine.
forever i will be here with you,
no matter the price that i shall pay,
with you forever is where i will stay.
Peace Filled Love From The Dove 00:32 May 17 2010
Times Read: 805
Your Kisses placed apon my lips,
the tickle of your finger-tips as you touch my neck,
the strength you have when you hold me in thy arms,
in the darkness of a room,
that resides in the school.
when will i feel that way again?
as i sit awaiting the day.
remanising of a time of passion,
a year of love,
a lifetime.
everyday itz all the same,
i miss you so much,
the pain of being alone,
being here without you,
kills my brain.
the kisses placed apon my lips,
sweetly poisoned,
with every last drop of love,
sweet and peaceful,
like real, true, unique love.
i cant await the day,
where i can finally say,
with words so tender,
words so true.
to take the great leap
the next chapter of life.
the kisses placed apon my lips,
becoming more tender,
even more true.
i think good sir i have fallen,
truely fallen for you.
will you drop me,
or catch me as i fall,
will you even try to,
even try at all?
my hopes are high,
as you lift me into the sky.
i just want to stay here,
here in your arms forever more.
love me right here,
right now,
or let me walk out that door.
the kisses placed apon thy lips,
full of love,
full with passion,
with ton's of peace,
from a ton of doves.
the dark00:32 May 17 2010
Times Read: 806
It creeps apon my soul,
it takes over my body,
my mind,
as it causes pain to others,
hatred and agony
to those who try to stop it
tears of sadness rolling down my cheek
like mini bombs of pain
confusion as i walk alone
clenching items i hold dear
hopeing that nothing
no one ever comes near
they like to fear
what they dont understand
nothing is wrong with me
so come take my hand
save me from the dark
as you try to save yourself
when will i learn
when can i find this power
the source of my pain
my sorrow
the dark.
how do you understand something
that isnt understandable
how do fu fix something
that is not yet broken
when will time heal the wounds
of the broken hearted
how long before all shall end
and a new begining shall be the new
when will you see me,
and what im going through?
the colors fade as the curtain comes to a close
while the show has ended
the story of pain still goes
un-answered and forgotten to all
the day that young girl fell down
never to be found..
not at all
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