what will be lost?03:08 Apr 06 2008
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feel like crap,
crying so bad,
wishing my death,
cant take anymore stress,
almost lost my bestfriend,
dont think theirs much more t take,
so close to death,
stareing me in the face,
eyes cold as ice,
with words so hurt-ful,
destroys my life,
try to love,
put everyone before myself,
just to get walked on,
cussed at,
talked about be hind my back,
tossed around like a chew toy,
tearing apart at the seams,
blood driping down,
as a girl sits alone and screams,
why me?
why now?
what did i do,
to deserve the pain i feel?
gotta get rid of this pain,
stop it all,
wish death apon myself,
birth no more,
as i sit here crying,
more and more,
when will it end,
when will you see,
that you mean so much to me,
all of you,
i put all before me,
just to heal the pain,
stop the hate,
only for it to come back,
again and again.
darkness all through the skys,
leaving a girl to morn her life,
await her death,
when will it end?
why not now?
if not now when?
how many friends will it cause,
to leave me here to rott,
how much love will it take,
to make me break,
how much trust,
will be lost,
when i decide to end this pain.
too much to take of responsability,
too much for others to lose,
cause of me,
the only solution,
only one for me,
get over this pain,
forget it,
make it leave,
without ending it
with a death.
end it with this poem,
this note of sorts.
all the dark in the world,
does it matter at all?
what will be lost from the pain?
a day?
a few lifetimes?
or so many lives?
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