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Seventy times seven

01:28 Dec 23 2005
Times Read: 502


Back in school they never taught us

what we needed to know

Like how to deal with despair

or someone breakin your heart

For twelve years I've held it all together

but a night like this is beggin to pull me apart

I played it quiet left you deep in conversation

I felt uncool and hung out around the kitchen

I remember I kept thinking

that I know you never would

And now I know I want to kill you

like only a best friend could



Everyone's caught on to everything you do

Everyone's caught on to...



As if it happening wasn't enough

I got to go and write a song

just to remind myself how bad it sucked

Ignore the sun, covers over my head

Wrote a message on my pillow that says

"Jesse, stay asleep in bed"

Don't apologize (I hope you choke and die!)

Search your cell for something which to hang yourself

They say you need to pray

if you want to go to heaven

But they don't tell you what to say

when your whole life has gone to Hell!



Everyone's caught on to everything you do

Everyone's caught on to...

Everyone's caught on to

(and I can't let you let me down again)

everything you do

Everyone's caught on to...

(and I can't let you let me down again)



So is that what you call a getaway?

Tell me what you got away with

Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish

I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids

Have another drink and drive yourself home

I hope there's ice on all the roads

And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt

and again when your head goes through the windshield



Is that what you call tact?

You're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back

So let's end this call and end this conversation

And is that what you call a getaway?

Tell me what you got away with

Cause you left the frays from the ties you severed

when you say "best friends" means friends forever



Is that what you call a getaway?!!

Tell me what you got away with!!

Cause I've seen more spine on jellyfish!!

I've seen more guts on eleven-year-old kids!!

Have another drink and drive yourself home!!

I hope there's ice on all the roads!!

And you can think of me when you forget your seatbelt

then when your head goes through the windshield!!



(I can't let you let me down again)

Everyone's caught on to everything you do

(and I can't let you let me down again)

Everyone's caught on to...

(I can't let you let me down again)

Everyone's caught on to everything you do

(and I can't let you let me down again)

Everyone's caught on to...



::brand new::


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breaking me down

15:26 Dec 22 2005
Times Read: 507


LET IT GO

How far will a falling star take me

How far can I go can I go

Gotta be what the nightmare made me

Gotta be gotta be what I see

Jump clear of the falling parts from me

How far will they go will they go

Can't give what you need from me baby

Just let it go



Bringing me down break me down sweet sugar

Bringing me down break me down

Breaking me down to the ground sweet baby

Breaking me down to the ground



Too much is made of what's in me

Not enough about how I strive

Keep an eye on your world it's cheating

Keep an eye keep an eye on me

Deep inside there's a little place for me

A little place for me

Can't give what you want from me baby

Just leave it be



Sweet razor wound

Deep down slice my groove

Sweet razor wound

Deep down C'mon and slice it



How far did the falling star take me

How far did it go did it go

Had to be what the nightmare made me

Fuck,..Just had to be

Jump clear of the falling parts form me

How far did they go did they go

Can't give what you want from me baby

Hell,..Just let it go



::soil::


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Brakish

18:47 Dec 21 2005
Times Read: 508


She is not scared to die..

The best things in life drive her to cry.

Crucify then learn..

(take so much away from inside you, makes no sence, you know he can’t guide

You, he’s your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)

Sit and watch me burn..

She’s led to believe, that it be ok,

Look at your face, scarred in dismay,

But times have changed, and so have you..

I think I’d rather crucify then learn



(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense, you know he can’t guide

You, he’s your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)



Sit and watch me burn..

I’d like to take you down, and show you

Deep inside, my life my inner workin

So smell and lack of inner pride,

To touch upon the surface, is not for

What it seems, I take away

My problems, but only in my dreams.



(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense, you know he can’t guide

You, he’s your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)



Crucify the learn..



(take so much away from inside you, makes no sense, you know he can’t guide

You, he’s your fucking shoulder to lean on, be strong!)



Crucify then learn..

Sit and watch me burn..



::kittie::



note: i put these songs up for a reason...


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nymphetamine

19:18 Dec 20 2005
Times Read: 512






Lead to the river

Midsummer, I waved

A 'V' of black swans

On with hope to the grave

All through Red September

With skies fire-paved

I begged you appear

Like a thorn for the holy ones



Cold was my soul

Untold was the pain

I faced when you left me

A rose in the rain

So I swore to the razor

That never, enchained

Would your dark nails of faith

Be pushed through my veins again



Bared on your tomb

I am a prayer for your loneliness

And would you ever soon

Come above unto me?

For once upon a time

From the binds of your lowliness

I could always find

The right slot for your sacred key



Six feet deep is the incision

In my heart, that barless prison

Discolours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter

Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition

This lust, a vampyric addiction

To her alone in full submission

None better

Nymphetamine



Nymphetamine, nymphetamine

Nymphetamine girl

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine

My nymphetamine girl



Wracked with your charm

I am circled like prey

Back in the forest

Where whispers persuade

More sugar trails

More white lady laid

Than pillars of salt

(Keeping Sodom at night at bay)



Fold to my arms

Hold their mesmeric sway

And dance to the moon

As we did in those golden days



Christening stars

I remember the way

We were needle and spoon

Mislaid in the burning hay



Bared on your tomb

I am a prayer for your loneliness

And would you ever soon

Come above unto me?

For once upon a time

From the binds of your holiness

I could always find

The right slot for your sacred key



Six feet deep is the incision

In my heart, that barless prison

Discolours all with tunnel vision

Sunsetter

Nymphetamine

Sick and weak from my condition

This lust, a vampyric addiction

To her alone in full submission

None better

Nymphetamine



Sunsetter

Nymphetamine

None better

Nymphetamine



Nymphetamine, nymphetamine

Nymphetamine girl

Nymphetamine, nymphetamine

My nymphetamine girl



::cradle of filth::

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and you call me your best friend?

00:09 Dec 11 2005
Times Read: 516


how would you feel if your suposive best friend ditches you for her boyfriend... or if she lies to you and makes up excuses when you ask to hang out... or when they get trapped between to ex friends and is being backstabbing to you but not the other... and worst of all... when you stop talking to her to see if she'll make the first move on calling you or IMing you even when they were online ALL day... but still didnt do shit...then when your face to face they act like nothing is going on.. yea well...im fuckin done... thats not a friend!... i call that bullshit!..



...you fuckin whore i hate you... im tierd of your shit and i hope you die!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


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Walking dead

19:02 Dec 01 2005
Times Read: 522




In the chill of the night

I can feel my heart racing

As I run towards the light

that seems so far away

Wondering forever

In the darkest of shadows

Wondering if I will ever see you again



Wondering if I will ever see you again



I'll take your love

(I'll take your love)

I'll take your hate

(take your hate)

I'll take you're desire



I'll take the world

when it turns on you

(when it turns on you)

I'll set it on fire



W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead

The walking dead (walking dead)



Digging in the dirt

I can feel you getting closer

Steadying my hands through the blistering pain

Anxiously awaiting for the earth to reveal you

Wondering if I will ever see you again (see you again)



Wondering if I will ever see you again



I'll take your love

(I'll take your love)

I'll take your hate

(take your hate)

I'll take you're desire



I'll take your heart

I'll take your pain

(I'll take your pain)

I'll bring you to life



I'll bring you to life



W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead

The walking dead (walking dead)



I'll bring you to life



I'll take your love

(I'll take your love)

I'll take your hate

(take your hate)

I'll take you're desire



I'll take the world

when it turns on you

(it turns on you)



W-the-w-th-th-the walking dead



I'll take your love

(I'll take your love)

I'll take your hate

(take your hate)

I'll take you're desire



I'll take your heart

I'll take your pain

(I'll take your pain)



I'll bring you to life

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