hope is the worst demon that i know of. he brings you way up only to drop you on the concret below. i feel in love wih him and go hurt oh so badly.and now i dont know what to do how to feel an worst yet how to move on. i hope an hope try an try an just when hope takes me to where i believe its goin to work an be ok.......he drops me.
some things you may or may not want to know about was i was raped 3xs an had a attempted suicide 3 months ago. im serverly depressed alot an dont seem to connect well with ppl.
so im going to tell you alil more about myself . im wiccan,study egyption hisory, serial killers, pshclolgy,an a couple other lil nicknack things. im a cosmetologest by trade and love it. im manic bipolor, i love to drink wine expesally on warm summer evenings, im a pistil when you get me started on an interesting topic ppl sometimes think i get angey when i get goin but im not just exited to be haveing an intellectual conversation. im pretty laid back but once you upset me i hold a grudge very tightly well thats all for mow have a good night!
i just got home from wrk an i have to say im pretty miserable. i was thinking about my life an well i hate it. im no where clse to where i want to be an everythings thats happened to me in the course of it. o well jus keep tryn rt?
i just got home from wrk an i have to say im pretty miserable. i was thinking about my life an well i hate it. im no where clse to where i want to be an everythings thats happened to me in the course of it. o well jus keep tryn rt?
well considering im new i suppose i should tell alittle about myself well for starters ill nver be a tall blond haird beauty but whats wrong with s short black an red haird cutie? im im jus than short black an red heai pale skin green eyes. like i said on my profile im old fashiond im my mannors an tast i love old world charms like masqerades. i like poetry art danceing an good somewhat good conversation. my spellings horrible but just as long as you understand what im saying i geuss were good lol. i do have a sence of humor please dnt htink i dont i just what to make my points made clear. so i look forward to meeting new ppl along with makeing new friends.
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